Kao...i failed 2 get in2 any course..sad leh me..carol's gonna kill me 4 dis de..haha..may she get in2 e course which wanted so badly..i gonna reappeal 4 my course..Mmmm..mayb i go join navy..haha..juz a thought only..juz feel so sad n crappy lorx..dunno wad 2 do.. ytd @ work a bit crazy..vic asked me why can't i b more feminine..i was being raised amongst boys, i.e my cousins..which resulted in me being and acting like guys a lot..vic said if i more feminine den is good le..said i was like CC..can't differentiate our gender since young..den i complained dat i'm broke..no $$$$ 2 eat..he replied again dat i was like CC..always sayin dat no money no money..LOLX.. he den asked one most insane question..will i marrY CC in e future? i was like..der..so impossible de lor..he was way 2 short 4 me..haha.. also..he is interested in carol..so i lost interest in him le..haha..vic said in many ways i'm compatible 2 CC..i was laughing my head off upon hearing this..anyway..this is so impossible de..n i had nightmares since i saw CC photo..he was like a totally changed person.. poland informed me dat i will be posted 2 TPY next week 2 work 2 days..i was like, i dun wan..cos i dun wan go there 2 see ghost, see ru hua..will have nightmare de..even worse den CC de photo lor..haha.. i vey tired leh..woke up so early 2 check which poly i've been posted 2 yet 2 found out dat i was being posted 2 any..haiz..sad seh..i am so pathetic lor..wadeva..either go reappeal or go apply navy course or retake as private candidate..haha..i dun care le..now i'm feelin so numb..juz hated dis..haha..
Kao...i failed 2 get in2 any course..sad leh me..carol's gonna kill me 4 dis de..haha..may she get in2 e course which wanted so badly..i gonna reappeal 4 my course..Mmmm..mayb i go join navy..haha..juz a thought only..juz feel so sad n crappy lorx..dunno wad 2 do.. ytd @ work a bit crazy..vic asked me why can't i b more feminine..i was being raised amongst boys, i.e my cousins..which resulted in me being and acting like guys a lot..vic said if i more feminine den is good le..said i was like CC..can't differentiate our gender since young..den i complained dat i'm broke..no $$$$ 2 eat..he replied again dat i was like CC..always sayin dat no money no money..LOLX.. he den asked one most insane question..will i marrY CC in e future? i was like..der..so impossible de lor..he was way 2 short 4 me..haha.. also..he is interested in carol..so i lost interest in him le..haha..vic said in many ways i'm compatible 2 CC..i was laughing my head off upon hearing this..anyway..this is so impossible de..n i had nightmares since i saw CC photo..he was like a totally changed person.. poland informed me dat i will be posted 2 TPY next week 2 work 2 days..i was like, i dun wan..cos i dun wan go there 2 see ghost, see ru hua..will have nightmare de..even worse den CC de photo lor..haha.. i vey tired leh..woke up so early 2 check which poly i've been posted 2 yet 2 found out dat i was being posted 2 any..haiz..sad seh..i am so pathetic lor..wadeva..either go reappeal or go apply navy course or retake as private candidate..haha..i dun care le..now i'm feelin so numb..juz hated dis..haha..
