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Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 11:15 PM

2day iish muaii bday.
happy 20th bday to muaiiself.
lOls.
another step nearer to death.
xD

slpt iin tiill late.
around 3+ prepared muaiiself.
put on make up.
den camwhored abiit
iin muaii room.
lOls.

den flaq cab down to
aii aii's house wiib muaii cousiin.
dhe taxi driivers was nort
happy wiib us.
cos we dunno diirectiion to there marhhz.
den took same cab to suntec.

tmd we qiibe hiim more money siia.
he stiill wan qiibe black face.
puabye.

den at suntec tower four walked abiit.
went to carrefour to buy thiinqs.
bouqht 2 bras.
thriiump derhhz.
aii aii bouqht pantiies.
lOls.
anyway iit's a qals thiinq.
xD

den went to fiind lynda,
chatted awhiile.
den went down to basement 1
to fiind kaii they all.
had diinner at ashstons.

poodle was late lorhhz.
end up ii ordered for hiim
over dhe phone.
lOls.

these are wad we had
for diinner.
lOls.

tulcus' double chiicken~

kaii's criispy chiicken~

ocp's double chiicken~

ly's charqriill chiicken~

muaii black pepper steak~

muaii cousiin ry's black pepper chiicken~

ii was sho full after dhe meal.

and yes ii cant fiiniish muaii friies.

and den kaii, tulcus and ocp

surpriised mii wiib

dhe chocolate cake.

hoho~

iit's very thiick coated wiib

chocolate on top,

wiib chocolate sponqe cake

and kiitkate crunch as base.

iin other words,

dhe cake was heavenly.

yum yum.

ii absolutely iindudqe

muaiiself iin dhe cake.

dhe wonderful cake~

after dat we went to shop around.

never took photo

cos all look sho cuii siia.

took cab home to muaii

cousiin's house 1st.

den ii chanqe mrt home.

lOls.

and thiis iish dhe present
poodle aka owen and aii aii
qiibe mii.
sho chiio larhhz.
ii lurb iit a lot.
thks quys~
kaii, tulcus n ocp
spurqe on dhe cake
as present.
lurb dhe present a lot.
thks quys~

dhe handbaq qiiben to mii
as a present by
aii aii n poodle~

thks quys for 2day.

x3 eu all a lot.

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Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 1:50 AM

seriiously ii'm really tiired.
cant sleep really well
due to dhe fuckiinq hot weather.

wed worked wiib pat.
thurs worked wiib jo.
frii worked wiib pat.
hopefully sat pat
iish well to work.
iib nort there qoes
muaii offday.
nahbeii.

work wiib jo was great.
cos we make a qreat paiir
of eviil biitches.
lOls.
dat's wad she saiid.
cos we biitched too much.

but nonedheless
iit's a fact.
cos we lurves to suan
customers iin front of us
wiithout them knowiinq.
lOls.

but dhe food at lot1 iish
sho fuckiinq ex siia.
rather eat fast food lorhhz.
more worth iit.

and menses really sucks.
2day paiin tiill ii almost faiint
aqaiin.
nahbeii siia.
niid eat medii to ease away dhe paiin.
sobs!

1 more day to muaii bday.
ASHTONS HERE II COME.
lOls.

celebratiinq wiib muaii family
on sat.
anyway iib eu dun wan come
alsho nvm.
cos nx tiime iib eu ask mii
qo out or wad
ii no tiime dun say ii wad.
cos iit's retriibutiion to
wad eu hab done to mii.
lOls.

fuck off now.
qoiinq sleep.
buaiiz

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 11:52 PM

weather so damn hot larhhz.
yesterday totally cant sleep at all.
den 2day wake up sho damn tiired.
aiiks.

2day qo work no niid
briinq jacket derhhz lorhhz.
sho bloody hot larhhz.
den ii kiip eat somethiinq iicey
and cooliinq lorhhz.

hab tom yam mee hoon kuey
for diinner, nasii lemak for breakfast.
sho full larhhz.

but qort 1 mother fucker customer
came by 2day.
a brand new book he borrowed,
den returned to us,
wiib loose paqe nbm.
he stiill fold dhe loose paqe
and anyhow tuck iit
iin dhe book.
worst thiinq iish dhe book
he damaqed tiill can see dhe book spiine.
sho we told hiim we dun wan
to take dhe book back
as iit iish damaqed.

he qort sho anqry dat
stared at mii and shouted at mii,
claiimiinq dat dhe book when he opened,
iit was already liiddat.
den ii qort sho fucked up larhhz.
cos hiis hand was raiised
wiib dhe book holdiinq iin hiis hand.
ii tot he qonna throw dhe book
at mii larhhz.
den he juz threw dhe book
past muaii face to dhe floor.
kanninabupuacheebye.
den he expect mii to qo piick iit up.
but ii juz walked away.
he came to dhe counter say
we never state anythiinq iin dhe shop
reqardiinq abt damaqed books.
den we juz poiint next to dhe counter
dat there stiick a paper statiinq
our terms and condiitiions.
he saw liiao he zii tao siian diiao
den he left dhe shop sayiinq dat
'bad shop bad staff'.
KANNINABUPUACHEEBYE.

ok.
no mood liiao.
buaiis.

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@ 12:16 AM

ytd went out around 8pm.
went houqanq buy
muaii thumbdriive 1st.
4G = $19
money fly.
sobs!

but quiite worth iit.
=x

den wil wil called mii
say he fiiniish lerhhz.
so ii took mrt to ps lorhhz.
but the mrt seems
to take forever larhhz.
so mr wil wil iish kiinda
iimpatiient larhhz.
lOls.

he ask mii take cab qo ps lorhhz.
ii no money lerhhz.
=x

den we went xiinq wanq cafe eat.
ii had cheese baked chiicken chop riice
wiith iice blended miilk tea.
wil wil hab hk speciial cheese baked
pork chop spaqettii
wiith soya miilk.

dhe cheese horhhz machiiam free derhhz.
eu take 1 scoop out it's full of cheese lorhhz.
den eat tiill sho happy.
cos bery yummy marhhz.
=x

wil wil bth dhe cheese
cos to hiim too much lerhhz.
den he nort yet full.
sho he ordered 1 har qao.
made mii ate 1 cos he say
he cant ate all 3 lorhhz.
hahax.

after dat we chatted awhiile more.
around 11+ we separate our routes
to qo home.
poor wil wil all dhe way back
to cck siia.
hahax.

reached home around 11.45pm.
lazy on9 cos too late lerhhz.
sho bath den went orh orh lerhhz.

2day suntan dhe whole day
at pp lorhhz.
bloody sun sho hot.
wan bbq ppl larhhz.
nb.

qz make mii even more dulan.
qort ppl dunno how 2 self auto derhhz.
juz stand there be statue see show.
pua bye.
she totally no heart work larhhz.
so easy to rmb derhhz author
she can still ask mii where siia.
nb.

judith macnauqht, linda francis lee,
tracy ann warren, dan brown,
ian slater, ann rice, stephen king,
lee child, JRR trolken, david eddings
all those such simple derhhz all cannot rmb.
make mii so dulan.

most worst iish
other outlet ask for the book set.
ii told her left 1 set cannort anyhow qiibe.
she dunno told them wad,
den they called and scold mii
for anyhow tell liie.
nb.
dulan siia.

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 12:26 AM

thouqh he had blamed mii
for wad had happened,
yet ii've qaiined
forqiibeness from hiim.
at last ii'm
free from dhe quiilt.

cos wad had happened
has happened.
no use dwelliinq on iit.
juz let qo and
everythiinq wiill be
much more better.

no matter how much
ii've blamed muaiiself,
iit's stiill kiinda wronq,
cos ii diin tell her how ii felt.

so sorry abt iit qal.

ii've learnt muaii lesson.

ii diin mean to rant on eu.
ii was juz feeliinq hurt and all.

now dhe wound iish slowly closiinq
ii was able to eat more now,
sleep more iin peace now,
do everythiinq more
at ease now
wiithout dhe quiilt
iin muaii heart.

ii'm slowly healiinq.
thouqh ii wiill stiill feel
awkward abt dhiis whole matter.
yet we niid to move on,
especiially mii.

ii've learnt to
see iit throuqh.
no matter wad others saiid,
ii wun take iit to heart anymore.
cos iit only hurt muaii own self niia.

cos iin liife some ppl
wiill meet wiib dhiis kiind
of obstacles.
and they learn how to be
stronq after qoiinq throuqh iit.
so wiill ii.
ii beliieve ii wiill.

ii must relearn how to
love muaiiself back aqaiin.
cos ii'm freakiinq low self esteem.
slowly barhhz.
ii hab plenty of tiime.

ii wanna say thks to those
who hab expressed theiir
care n concern to mii
reqardiinq dhiis matter.

sorry for muaii sudden outburst,
be iin real liife or on9 msn.
especiialy muaii colleque.
cos ii wiill cry unconsciiously
yet they are so helpless abt iit.
sorry and thanks for everythiinq.

ii wiill bounce back
iin no tiime.

sorry to sheepy for wad has happened.
sorry to piqeon n piqqy for muaii attitude.
sorry for all.

thanks all for beiinq muaii fwen.

miiss moon wiill be back soon.

x3

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 1:01 AM

worked at HL 2day.
was damn tiired.
dunno why thiis week
ii liike no appetiite siia.
cant stomach anythiinq derhhz.
had 2sliices of bread for breakfast.
1 piiece of kuey for lunch.
1 packet of friies for diinner.
freakiinq no appetiite.
dunno why also.
aiiks.

thiinqs happened.
nort dat ii wanna dwell on iit.
iit happened sho sudden.
yet ii was to be blamed for iit.
for nothiinq ii was beiinq kp at.
for nothiinq ii was beiinq reduced
to tears iin muaii shop whiile workinq
wiib customer stariinq at mii,
colleque tiio stun.
seriiously ii hate muaiiself now.

ii admiit iit's muaii fault
for telliinq hiim thiinqs.
but cos ii wanna hav no heavy
atmosphere dhe next tiime we meet or wad.
yet muaii qood iintentiion was
beiinq slapped back to mii iin return
so many folds.
dhiis has tauqht mii one thiinq,
from now on, dun be such a kpo.
juz kiip muaii bloody mouth shut for qood.

ii hereby state dat
ii'm sho sorry
for telliinq hiim thiinqs,
for lettiinq eu beiinq questiioned at,
for questiioniinq eur fwen why he asked mii such n such,
for liikiinq hiim,
for lettiinq eu take even dhe sliiqhtest blame or wadeva thiinq,
for exiistiinq iin dhiis world,
for beiinq born here.

ii even felt more quiilty over dhe break thiinq.
yet wad can ii do?
suffer alone?
ii tell eu all qort wad use?
no use at all.
eur fwen suan mii,
wad eu do?
lauqh eur head off.

all ask diid ii ever tiink iin eur shoe.
yet ii never questiion eu dhiis.
diid eu ever care abt muaii feeliinq?
diid eu ever thiink iin muaii shoe?
everytiime eu qort anythiinq wronq,
eur fwen are always dhe 1st to stand up for eu,
to let mii take dhe blame or wad.
ii wanna explaiin,
but was ii qiiben dhe chance to?
all eu all diid was to shoot eur mouth off,
let mii be dhe scrapeqoat.

seriiously ii'm nort tryiinq to make a fuss or wad.
iit's juz dat ii've bottled too much thiinqs lerhhz.
everytiime ii triied to tok to eu,
ii cant briinq muaiiself to.
iif ii tell eu dhiis and dat,
will eu feel burdern by iit?
sometiime ii juz hate muaiiself for beiinq sho weak.
tiink for eu all, yet neqlect muaiiself.

dhiis tiime round,
ii wanna be selfiish.
ii dun wanna thiink for eu all lerhhz.
cos iit makes mii look sho stupiid or wad,
catteriinq to all eur needs.

ii'm nort iin dhe wronq,
yet ii hab to apoloqiize for iit.
eu merely accepted iit.
yet no apoloqy came from eu
to solve thiinqs.
juz merely forqet iit?
after kanna scoldiinq,
eu wan mii forqet?
eu tiink sho easy marhhz?
always none of eu all apoloqiize to mii.

most probably after ppl read dhiis
they will comment abt iit,
abt mii beiinq whiinny.
ppl will stand up to eu,
piityiinq eu or wad.
become ii take dhe blame or wad.
but dat's fine wiib mii.

why?

cos ii had bloody enouqh of iit all.

ii wanna hab muaii piiece of peace.
ii juz wanna forqet abt everythiinq.

ii wun do thiinq to hurt eu.
ii wun snatch hiim from eu.
ii will auto self diistance muaiiself from eu both.

so pls,
i beq eu all.
let mii off.
juz lemme be for now.
ii seriiously niid tiime
to heal n to forqet.

call mii a biitch iib eu all wan.
but dhiis iish wad ii'm feeliinq at dhe moment.

fuck dhiis world.
fuck each and every one of eu all.
fuck dhe fact dat ii'm born to iinfliict damaqe to eu.
fuck dhe face dat ii even exiist.
fuck iit all.

Labels: ii hate muaiiself

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Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 12:34 AM

manqo juiice wiib yorqurt iice cream.

2day work at JP larhhz.
niid wake up at 9am.
sobs!

take bus chanqe mrt
reached JP already
11am lorhhz.
siian 1/2 lorhhz.

JP iish sho bloody cold larhhz.
wear jacket alsho no use.
still feel sho bloody cold larhhz.

had mee hoon kuey for lunch.
seafood cheesey baked riice for diinner.

saw some diisqustiinq thiinqs 2day.

one teenaqer qal larhhz.
nahbeii siia.
diiq her nose nbm,
worst thiinq iish
SHE KIIP DIIG N DIIG N DIIG
den make the piisaii BIIG BIIG
and popped iit iinto her mouth.
after dat even worst,
she qo liicked n sucked her fiinqer
to have a even better taste
of the piisaii siia.
eewww.

dhe other one iish more retard larhhz.
a qroup of teenaqe bOiis come iinto
muaii shop to look for dhe book
1984 by qeorqe orwell.
nbm, showed them lerhhz,
den they were up to theiir
fuckiinq cheebye retard nonsense.
THEY WERE AT DHE BACK OF MUAII SHOP
ACTIING LIIKE THEY WERE FUCKIING
MY SHOP CABIINET IIN DOGGY STYLE.
whiich ii tiink dat they miistaken iit
for some wooden women larhhz.
nahbeii.
too bad bo viideo iit down,
iib nort ii wiill upload iit to
YOUTUBE to let dhe whole world see
how fuckiinq despo they are.
to fuck a cabiinet.
puabye.

ok.
enouqh of the qross-ness.
lOls.

anyway ii had
manqo juiice wiib yorqurt iice cream
2day at JP.
sho happy sho yummy.
too bad larhhz.
somebody cant driink cos
not there.
wahahahah.
next tiime den qiibe aii aii driink.
lalala~

ok larhhz.
ii ciiaO liiao.
buaii~

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Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 10:37 PM

manqo iice wiib iice cream

dhe manqo iice toppled over lorhhz.

morniinq aii aii was supposed to
come over muaii house to help
mii cook breakfast derhzh lorhhz.
iin dhe end she bo cos horhhz,
she was busy checkiinq result larhhz.
f3

so ii around 9+ am started to
prepare dhe cookiinq thiinqqiie.
scrambled eqq larhhz,
friied riice wiib crab stiick, eqqs,
chiicken meat, carrots and
aii aii derhhz fav,
lots of qarliic larhhz.
den make potato salad.
qort veqqiie, potato, eqqs,
chiicken meat chunks and mayo lorhhz.

junweii around 11am jiiu reached lerhhz.
best thiinq iish aii aii n poodle around
11am den leave house lorhhz.
den reached muaii house area around 11.45am.
most power thiinq iish dat
they qort lost at muaii area.
den ii niid qo fetch them lorhhz.
lOls.

everybody seems sho full nerhhz.
hardly touch muaii food.
sobs!!

mayb 2day ii cooked faiil barhhz.
cos ii alsho tiink sho norhhz.
sobs!!

jon bo come cos he went for
outfield for 3weeks lorhhz.
bo come means bo food to eat.
den somemore ii depend on mood
den will cook derhhz nerhhz.
sho wan eat muaii food,
niid waiit tiill next tiime lorhhz.
waiit lonq lonq liiao.
bleahz.

wil wil was late larhhz.
sho we started dhe qame 1st
wiithout hiim.
but no stamiina liiao lorhhz.
cos too lonq bo play liiao.
siian 1/2 larhhz.

budd he arriived liiao horhhz,
he started playiinq liike one
siiao qiinna larhhz.
he smash mii 3tiimes norhhz,
body attack larhhz.
sho baddiie derhhz lorhhz.
sobs!!

budd he sho baddiie larhhz.
played wiib aii aii and dhe rest
all fanq shuii derhhz larhhz.
den he played wiib mii
use sho much force larhhz.
sobs!

den he say he qort an
iinterviiew wiib SMU next frii.
den shun biian ask mii wan
qo out for diinner tqt lorhhz.
awww.
sho sweet larhhz wil wil.
budd dat's wad bestiie
are for marhhz.
=x

after playiinq 3hours
we all cuii liiao.
sho left lorhhz.
thouqh dhe court end at 430pm.
lOls.

junweii went home,
wil wil went back cck
for another badmiinton sessiion.
poodle, aii aii n mii walked back
to muaii house to bath lorhhz.
cos bery smelly larhhz.
pooooooo~

poodle bath fiiniish den qo off lerhhz.
cos meetiinq hiis fwen.
muaii marmiie call hiim 'xiiao dii dii' lorhhz.
lOls.

den aii aii n mii lauqh tiill penq siia.
sho funny lorhhz.
lOls.

after dat aii aii n mii
qo ps watch moviie.
confessiion of a shopaholiic.
damn niice lorhhz.
xD

had diinner at ps.
mee hoon kuey from
foodcourt derhhz.
den manqo iice wiib iice cream
from wanq jii cafe.
sho yummy lorhhz.
budd all are jon derhhz fav.
too bad he's nort here.
sho nothiinq for hiim to eat.
muwahahhahahax.

dhe ciinema damn cold.
aiir con machiiam free derhhz.
aii aii doze off iin ciinema lorhhz.
thouqh ii dunno abt iit.
lOls.

den after watchiinq moviie
we qo jalan jalan around lorhhz.
after dat take mrt home.
cos bery tiired marhhz.
aii aii bery cuii lerhhz.
almost doze off iin mrt.

ii juz wanna 4qet everythiinq.

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@ 12:16 AM

sad to say
i woke up
with my eyes
puffy.
lOls.

went to work.
busy myself with works.
but dunno why
suddenly water tap again.
lOls.
so went to toilet hide out.

was ok for the rest of the day.
din use my brain much.
except serving customers.
lOls.

had $2.50 mac meal
for breakfast.
den no appetite.
5+ wiwi come find mii.
learnt dat i din eat at all
from pat.
so she go buy food
to make mi eat.
lOls.

anyway, bouqht drinks
from mos burqer after dat.
drink a bit nia,
den throw liao.
for the rest of the evening,
i feel like vomitting.
dunno why also.
lOls.

after work went qiant
shopped around
for the thinqs i nid
for tml derhhz breakfast.
lOls.

ok larhhz.
i wan to bury
everything off.
cos i dun wan rmb at all.
juz pretend dat it
has never happen.
=x

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Wednesday, April 08, 2009 @ 2:06 AM

no mood.
feel so utterly fucked up.
i dun even wan to
talk abt it.
so dulan.
knnbpcb.

:(

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Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ 12:43 AM

ii must say this.
limbu haven slpt for 40hours.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

havinq major headache now.
feel like banqinq myself
aqainst the wall.
to ease away the
fuckinq pain.
sobs.

anyway, was at
CCK 2day.
damn cold damn tired.
met poodle n wil wil after work,
to hab mee hoon kwey.
hahax.
tempt poodle to eat.
pass them their pressie.

and i bouqht wilson home.
lOls.
the badminton shuttercock larhhz.
dorts.

had breakfast with
ai ai, honey n jw 2day.
was fucked up with 1 psk.

bloq more next time.
bye~

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