finally change my blog skin..hmmm..like dis one better compared to the last one..so sweet...lalala..so bored..2day work..last day liao..haiz..nvm la..find new one lor..saw yue zhu..lalala..miss my darling zhu...haha..once in a blue moon see her, lalala...haha..ytd went bii hse..spent most of time crying..haiz..lazy to elabo la..bleahz...and hor..bii keep saying THAT STUPID WORD BUDEH...it's BLOODY IRRITATING sia...argh....
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Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 1:08 AM
`bloody lappy
farker..do my presentation do till halfway, haven even save it, the bloody lappy hang..wtf..super pissed..nid redo..waste of my time sia..dun care le..anyhow do ke..*yawn* went fer sch 2day..took my maths paper..argh..carelessness...shack..the number was there for mii 2 see n copy, yet i copy wrongly...argh!!!!! cannt believe it sia..farker..resulted in i getting poor result..93marks..stupid sia..haiz..lesson was boring sia..no1 tio debar from our class..woots..so nice..haha...ytd bo go sch, farkin tired sia..argh...next week so many test..wanna peng liao..argh..exams coming, so bz..still gt bii de case..haiz..so suay, next week bii case de thingie gt paper, cant go..wtf...haiz...
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 10:20 PM
`courtful day
few days din blog...well, basically, sat i was workin, full again..haix..luckily sheena's lease extend till next mth..so gt ppl acc mii somemore le...whee~~~sun leh, went USQ look for mable..to get my ppc..bt she dun hav, so wait lor..haix..had japanese bento for lunch with sheena n bernard..not bad..lovin japanese food more n more...=P after dat, went meet bii at amk hub, with his mum..dots..his mum not bad, compared to mine la..haha..den went shoppin at xtra...bought sushi..yum yum..his mum paid for it...feel quite bad sia..haix...mon leh, nvr go sch..cos freakin tired..haiz..den went his hse lor..slack there...do nth..haiz..so bored..bt we had kfc for lunch..haha..he coop my chicken piece...sobbies... 2day woke up around 530am..freakin early n freakin tired..slpt onli 3hrs nia..den went his hse wait his daddy wake up, go ct..reach sb ct around 9am, went in for hearing..it was reali scary sia..so many ppl being charged n accused..haix..sit there listen to hearing, bored neh...den change ct..haix..nid bail out..6k..haix..to say the truth, i dun like ct at all...cos it gives mii one creepy feelin..den waited for the whole bailing thing to finish, i go makan lunch with his daddie n marmiie..his daddie paid for my meal, den his marmiie brought me go shoppin..bought mi a new pair of shoes..haiz.his parents treat mii so nice..den went back, bt nid passport..so his daddie went home take..his marmiie went home, tink gt work..haix..so i waited for his daddie to come..8+ hrs in ct 2day..not nice at all..i dun wanna step inside liao..zzzz..after dat, his daddie went home on his bike, we went makan dinner, den go home..1st thing i did when reach home is, bath, den KO..haha..damn tired sia...zzzzz... sian sia..sat went meet xiiao boii boii..some accident happen..bt, nvm..forget it...bii angry..hope he dun tink so much abt it..simmer down...hope he wun tio heavy sentence...i reali scared sia..stupid bii...rarhsss....make mii so worry...zzzzzz.....toopid...bleahx....
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Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
`boredoom palace
2day went sch, as usual..bt dunno gt csc test..dammit..haha..den do assignment 4..chpt 8 n 9 de..quite easy la..not like i gt miss out the chapters at all..lalala...din went his hse..lalala..go buy makan, went home, eat le, slack, play o2jam, online msn a while, den slp...lalala..so freakin boring..haha...we quarrel again..haiz..been msgin xiiao boii boii lately..haha..jialat sia...bleahx.... sian sia...we quarrel over small thing..he finds mii very chor lor, ungentle...bleah..liddat also wan find fault with mii..haiz...xiiao boii boii ask mii he gt chance a not..haiz...jialat..now den he ask mii...if is b4 bii, i sure ok de..bt now, i cannt..sorwee xiiao boii boii...i miss my bii...
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Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 11:44 PM
`1st mth
2day is the 1st mth aniv...ordered pizza to eat..haha..juz slack tgt...doin nth much...watch anime till i slp...zzzz...went cc slack also..haha..had wireless test 2day...cannt make it de..cfm fail de..see the paper, my whole mind go blank...zzzz...nicee..dun care la...java i also dun give a damn lor...lalala...sms fwens the whole day..tink dis mth bill gonna poke liao..haha....can we survive more than 1yr? haiz...
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 10:51 PM
`toopid maple
toopid maple..cant eu juz work? rarhssss...haha..juz gt back from bii hse..lalala..sian la..dis few days been spendin tyme with him..he still not enuf...haha..bo bian la..din go sch...sick..haiz..toopid sia..lousy stomach..a bit a bit cannt take it..haha..2day went cc play game..bored sia..lousy connection..haha..train a bit nia..mostly is chat with my dearests online..haha..gonna miss zhu zhu..she away from sg to china..sobbie..nvm..look 4ward 2 my pressie..lalala...max a bit sot liao...duno him...call mii for dirty chat..zzzz....siao liao la...nvm...now wan chat...no mood blog..lalala...
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Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 10:01 AM
`carnival day
whoo~~~sch gt carnival..meaning dat mon, which is 2day, no sch..lalala..so happy..haha..spent my weekend at dear hse..overnite la..sch 4 him 2 eat..hmm..more n more like huang lian po le..bt i wun become one de..lalala..basically juz slack at home, watch tv lor..doin nth at all...haha..bt enjoy spendin tyme with him..lalala...oh ya..we gt our ring le..haha..so nice..whee~~~~ later goin home liao..cos need do project n study test..haiz... how does it feels 2 b push away by ur beloved one when u r aslp? does dat means sth? doe it means dat he doesnt love dat person at all? mayb he say he loves u, bt his subconcious is yearnin for the ex..haix..i dunno..feel reali confused..she tok 2 him again...i now scared..wad if he likes her back, wat if he wans her back, wat he if dun wan mii le, wat if he wan breaks with mii..so many wat if...now more n more wat if is circling in my head..i'm scared..so scared..cos juz we slpt tgt, he pushed mii away..i ask him why, he say dunno..i reali scared dat he wans her back..when it comes to bgr, i'm juz nth bt a scared gal...reali scared...
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Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 11:05 PM
`tired gurl
why must dis happen? why? everytime we quarrel, he always said super hurtful things to mii..how can he do dat when he noes how i truly feel? for instance 2day, juz now he fever, i told him not 2 send mii to mrt station..he insisted to, sayin wan buy panadol..fine, let him do so..gave him my jacket 2 wear, scared he kanna cold..he like not happy liddat..haiz..den he ask mii, next week can go his hse, i wan like, mon i need finish my project, tues i need go poly, wed carry on my project, thurs mayb workin, fri mayb free..den he told mii, if i dun wan go, juz say, dun give excuses..i was like, i'm not givin excuses, reali cannt lor..if u dun believe it, den so be it..every since i noe him, i gave up so much sia..i've pon my poly class for 1mth or more den dat, pon ite classes so long dat, i onli seems to went sch onli 1week since sch reopen..cant he juz give a thought as to how i feel? cant he spare a thought for our future? i'm reali upset now..he said many hurtful things to mii during our quarrel..i suppressed so much dat i wanna retorted back..cos i noe dat, if i said those wat i wanna said in a moment of anger, i would hurt him n i would regretted it..bt when he throws words at mii, his words stung mii badly, like poison..intoxicated wound..his words reali hurt..though he din mean it, bt still., i din say it as jialat as his..i reali danno wat 2 do now..i also dunno wat 2 say..i'm so tired of everything, especially when we quarrel..feels like closin my eyes n slp eternally..eternal peace, forever close my eyes n slp on..mayb if i die, i wun b so hurt..all my passed relationships hurts...now dis one also hurts, when during quarrel..when he said dat he touch mii a bit i complain pain, he wun touch mii anymore..did he thought of how i would feel? he did not..he juz said it out of annonyance..out of anger..dis words stung like hell..like i kanna stab by a knife liddat..if he wan say hurtful things 2 mii in moment of anger, he might as well kill mii den..i trust him, bt i wonder did he trust mii enough..he so many bao bei, dears...yet i onli hav close fwens...i tok 2 guys, he not happy, jealous..he msg gals, tok 2 them..i also not happy..bt i din show it..cos i noe he wun b happy..bt if he can do it, why cant i? aint it fair? argh...i reali dunno wat 2 do..i'm so tired..i wanna let go of all things...eternally peace...come 2 mii pls...
finally change my blog skin..hmmm..like dis one better compared to the last one..so sweet...lalala..so bored..2day work..last day liao..haiz..nvm la..find new one lor..saw yue zhu..lalala..miss my darling zhu...haha..once in a blue moon see her, lalala...haha..ytd went bii hse..spent most of time crying..haiz..lazy to elabo la..bleahz...and hor..bii keep saying THAT STUPID WORD BUDEH...it's BLOODY IRRITATING sia...argh....
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 1:08 AM
`bloody lappy
farker..do my presentation do till halfway, haven even save it, the bloody lappy hang..wtf..super pissed..nid redo..waste of my time sia..dun care le..anyhow do ke..*yawn* went fer sch 2day..took my maths paper..argh..carelessness...shack..the number was there for mii 2 see n copy, yet i copy wrongly...argh!!!!! cannt believe it sia..farker..resulted in i getting poor result..93marks..stupid sia..haiz..lesson was boring sia..no1 tio debar from our class..woots..so nice..haha...ytd bo go sch, farkin tired sia..argh...next week so many test..wanna peng liao..argh..exams coming, so bz..still gt bii de case..haiz..so suay, next week bii case de thingie gt paper, cant go..wtf...haiz...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 10:20 PM
`courtful day
few days din blog...well, basically, sat i was workin, full again..haix..luckily sheena's lease extend till next mth..so gt ppl acc mii somemore le...whee~~~sun leh, went USQ look for mable..to get my ppc..bt she dun hav, so wait lor..haix..had japanese bento for lunch with sheena n bernard..not bad..lovin japanese food more n more...=P after dat, went meet bii at amk hub, with his mum..dots..his mum not bad, compared to mine la..haha..den went shoppin at xtra...bought sushi..yum yum..his mum paid for it...feel quite bad sia..haix...mon leh, nvr go sch..cos freakin tired..haiz..den went his hse lor..slack there...do nth..haiz..so bored..bt we had kfc for lunch..haha..he coop my chicken piece...sobbies... 2day woke up around 530am..freakin early n freakin tired..slpt onli 3hrs nia..den went his hse wait his daddy wake up, go ct..reach sb ct around 9am, went in for hearing..it was reali scary sia..so many ppl being charged n accused..haix..sit there listen to hearing, bored neh...den change ct..haix..nid bail out..6k..haix..to say the truth, i dun like ct at all...cos it gives mii one creepy feelin..den waited for the whole bailing thing to finish, i go makan lunch with his daddie n marmiie..his daddie paid for my meal, den his marmiie brought me go shoppin..bought mi a new pair of shoes..haiz.his parents treat mii so nice..den went back, bt nid passport..so his daddie went home take..his marmiie went home, tink gt work..haix..so i waited for his daddie to come..8+ hrs in ct 2day..not nice at all..i dun wanna step inside liao..zzzz..after dat, his daddie went home on his bike, we went makan dinner, den go home..1st thing i did when reach home is, bath, den KO..haha..damn tired sia...zzzzz... sian sia..sat went meet xiiao boii boii..some accident happen..bt, nvm..forget it...bii angry..hope he dun tink so much abt it..simmer down...hope he wun tio heavy sentence...i reali scared sia..stupid bii...rarhsss....make mii so worry...zzzzzz.....toopid...bleahx....
Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 11:55 PM
`boredoom palace
2day went sch, as usual..bt dunno gt csc test..dammit..haha..den do assignment 4..chpt 8 n 9 de..quite easy la..not like i gt miss out the chapters at all..lalala...din went his hse..lalala..go buy makan, went home, eat le, slack, play o2jam, online msn a while, den slp...lalala..so freakin boring..haha...we quarrel again..haiz..been msgin xiiao boii boii lately..haha..jialat sia...bleahx.... sian sia...we quarrel over small thing..he finds mii very chor lor, ungentle...bleah..liddat also wan find fault with mii..haiz...xiiao boii boii ask mii he gt chance a not..haiz...jialat..now den he ask mii...if is b4 bii, i sure ok de..bt now, i cannt..sorwee xiiao boii boii...i miss my bii...
Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 11:44 PM
`1st mth
2day is the 1st mth aniv...ordered pizza to eat..haha..juz slack tgt...doin nth much...watch anime till i slp...zzzz...went cc slack also..haha..had wireless test 2day...cannt make it de..cfm fail de..see the paper, my whole mind go blank...zzzz...nicee..dun care la...java i also dun give a damn lor...lalala...sms fwens the whole day..tink dis mth bill gonna poke liao..haha....can we survive more than 1yr? haiz...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 10:51 PM
`toopid maple
toopid maple..cant eu juz work? rarhssss...haha..juz gt back from bii hse..lalala..sian la..dis few days been spendin tyme with him..he still not enuf...haha..bo bian la..din go sch...sick..haiz..toopid sia..lousy stomach..a bit a bit cannt take it..haha..2day went cc play game..bored sia..lousy connection..haha..train a bit nia..mostly is chat with my dearests online..haha..gonna miss zhu zhu..she away from sg to china..sobbie..nvm..look 4ward 2 my pressie..lalala...max a bit sot liao...duno him...call mii for dirty chat..zzzz....siao liao la...nvm...now wan chat...no mood blog..lalala...
Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 10:01 AM
`carnival day
whoo~~~sch gt carnival..meaning dat mon, which is 2day, no sch..lalala..so happy..haha..spent my weekend at dear hse..overnite la..sch 4 him 2 eat..hmm..more n more like huang lian po le..bt i wun become one de..lalala..basically juz slack at home, watch tv lor..doin nth at all...haha..bt enjoy spendin tyme with him..lalala...oh ya..we gt our ring le..haha..so nice..whee~~~~ later goin home liao..cos need do project n study test..haiz... how does it feels 2 b push away by ur beloved one when u r aslp? does dat means sth? doe it means dat he doesnt love dat person at all? mayb he say he loves u, bt his subconcious is yearnin for the ex..haix..i dunno..feel reali confused..she tok 2 him again...i now scared..wad if he likes her back, wat if he wans her back, wat he if dun wan mii le, wat if he wan breaks with mii..so many wat if...now more n more wat if is circling in my head..i'm scared..so scared..cos juz we slpt tgt, he pushed mii away..i ask him why, he say dunno..i reali scared dat he wans her back..when it comes to bgr, i'm juz nth bt a scared gal...reali scared...
Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 11:05 PM
`tired gurl
why must dis happen? why? everytime we quarrel, he always said super hurtful things to mii..how can he do dat when he noes how i truly feel? for instance 2day, juz now he fever, i told him not 2 send mii to mrt station..he insisted to, sayin wan buy panadol..fine, let him do so..gave him my jacket 2 wear, scared he kanna cold..he like not happy liddat..haiz..den he ask mii, next week can go his hse, i wan like, mon i need finish my project, tues i need go poly, wed carry on my project, thurs mayb workin, fri mayb free..den he told mii, if i dun wan go, juz say, dun give excuses..i was like, i'm not givin excuses, reali cannt lor..if u dun believe it, den so be it..every since i noe him, i gave up so much sia..i've pon my poly class for 1mth or more den dat, pon ite classes so long dat, i onli seems to went sch onli 1week since sch reopen..cant he juz give a thought as to how i feel? cant he spare a thought for our future? i'm reali upset now..he said many hurtful things to mii during our quarrel..i suppressed so much dat i wanna retorted back..cos i noe dat, if i said those wat i wanna said in a moment of anger, i would hurt him n i would regretted it..bt when he throws words at mii, his words stung mii badly, like poison..intoxicated wound..his words reali hurt..though he din mean it, bt still., i din say it as jialat as his..i reali danno wat 2 do now..i also dunno wat 2 say..i'm so tired of everything, especially when we quarrel..feels like closin my eyes n slp eternally..eternal peace, forever close my eyes n slp on..mayb if i die, i wun b so hurt..all my passed relationships hurts...now dis one also hurts, when during quarrel..when he said dat he touch mii a bit i complain pain, he wun touch mii anymore..did he thought of how i would feel? he did not..he juz said it out of annonyance..out of anger..dis words stung like hell..like i kanna stab by a knife liddat..if he wan say hurtful things 2 mii in moment of anger, he might as well kill mii den..i trust him, bt i wonder did he trust mii enough..he so many bao bei, dears...yet i onli hav close fwens...i tok 2 guys, he not happy, jealous..he msg gals, tok 2 them..i also not happy..bt i din show it..cos i noe he wun b happy..bt if he can do it, why cant i? aint it fair? argh...i reali dunno wat 2 do..i'm so tired..i wanna let go of all things...eternally peace...come 2 mii pls...
