kns..keep gettin in and outta toilet these few days..in fact, it has been a week..nono, more den a week...argh..ytd met jw n ck for dinner..lOls..bth the both of them..lOls..will faint sia..hahax... 2day morning went his house..why? to get the new disc, 2 n 3 of FFVII..reached his house 930am, played psp while waiting for him 2 wake up..freakin pissed..den i found out something..that pubor ffa my email addy to ppl..chao turtle..si pubor..i gonna do the same to her..FFA HER EMAIL ADDY... huichuin@wong.com A SELF PROCLAIMED CHIO BU AND SELF PROCLAIMED CUTIE..LOLS..WANNA MEET SOME1 WHO IS CHIO AND CUTE? GO THE EMAIL ADDY IN MSN, AND U GET HER.. chao turtle..teach ya a fcukin lesson, never mess wib mii..chao pubor.. he still got the face to ask mii for patch..i told him, if u can break wib her on the spot now, i patch wib u..he cant..so that's it..no way..si gina..wan play wib mii, wait long long.. after dat, raining sia, so i waited awhile, den go woodlands change bus to hougang..lOls..bus super cold..aircon as if free derhz..zzz..den sit till interchange somemore, go hougang walk walk, slack slack, den go find ck.. we both were up to mischief..lOls..gibe the number to gay chat, make them call him..lOls..call himself korkor..eew..er xin sia..tink wad, comic siao? dOrtz..crazy derhz..after dat had dinner wib ck, den go home..lOls..kinda curious turn out.. and i hereby declared that the EVIL BITCH PUBOR is no way superior to mii when it comes to be his LAOPO..lOls..she is a selfish ugly bitch who only tink of herself, makes him return home late, makes him kanna scold..lOls..i only help him to be home by curfew, unlike that ugly bitch...poor thing..tsk tsk..u are SO gonna be DUMP by him soon..lOls..too bad..once an ugly bitch pubor, forever an ugly bitch pubor..eww..u are juz a selfish ugly pubor who cant tink out of ur own comfort zone, tryin to act weak, gain ppl's sympathy towards u..U TOTALLY THROW THE ENTIRE FEMALE RACES' FACES..i ABHOR gals like u..so fake, so pretendious, everything are so SUCKY..juz get a live and stay outta my path, ugly bitch..so wad i call u that, u self proclaimed chio bu and cutie..aint u crazy in ur brain? who will say themselves chio bu and cutie? unless they really are UGLY..lOls..SELF DENIAL BRINGS U NOWHERE BITCH..so i suggest u, GET A MIRROR, SEE UR INNER SELF, HOW SELFISH N UGLY U ARE..AND HOPE THAT U WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER..nono..u wun, cos u are always cring, tryin to get attention..BLOODY ATTENTION SEEKER..U SUCKS BITCH.. argh..go maple liao..need destress..
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Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 1:43 AM
`the end
woke up around 3+ 2day..had a big quarrel wib him again..4ever we are quarrelling, be it whether we are stead or not, gaming or not..juz goin round and round in circle, never ending derhz..he noe wad i did, he is fcukin pissed..but wad can he do? nothing, except to see my revenge, from the day he had betrayed mii, had caused mii such pain..i do enjoy seeing him squirm in fear, in pain, in order for mii to carry out my plan..but but but, i try to hate him, i cant..it's no use..i do hate him, but not till the extend of that kind..if u noe wad i mean..but it's really the end now..we both really hate each other now, esp after the quarrel like 2day..he even drag bearbear down, when it doesnt concern bear at all..now bear is fuming over it, wanna beat the shiit outta him..dun care larhz..since it's none of my business lerhz..i gonna collect my things, bringing few ppl wib mii, in case he gets rough..it's on the safe side..once it's over, we had nothing to do wib each other..he and pubor deserve each other well, thru and thru..since they both are so SUCKY..LJ ATTITUDE..he asked mii watch out..careful go out dun let ppl hit..kns, he is threatening mii..cos of 1 pubor, he treated mii this way..i told him lerhz, he is no longer the guy i know, i loved..but but but, that doesnt matter, cos i got yizheng now..he's the most impt guy in my life now..all it matter is yizheng, and aii aii liyan..i will slowly find my way back to life, back to track..cos it's time for mii to move on..and thks paul, for ur concern and ur cute comment on being sexy..thks all those who worried for mii..i will be back soon, the real mii..once all these are over, i will heal once more..then the nonsense mii is back..
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 11:42 PM
`the cert and the drink
went back to take cert 2day, was late so pia cab down..lOls..at cvc there nid wait so long, kuku sia the queue..haix..saw fwens sia..lOls..so qiao..kinda miss her..lOls..sista marhz..hehe..eat waffle also..lOls..chocolate..yum yum.. after gettin cert, went to expo food fair..so yummy the food..but damn crowded..ROAR..meiling, aii aii and wo went there larhz..aii aii aka liyan wait at the seat for wo and meiling..lOls..den kip bumpin in2 fwens, den meiling say i really look like da jie da..fainty...pratically got things to do wib cheese and milk, jiu got wo and meiling..lOls..like how honey attracts bee...hahax..really had a happy time shoppin there..lOls..so many good food..yumyum..eat a bit nia, jiu full..lOls..damn it.. after dat went back sch..to our horror, it's rainin heavily..kns..took cab from expo..dOrtz..extra $2 charge, cos from expo, same as u hail cab from airport..lOls..den the security guard bang the cab window, gave wo, aii aii and meiling shock..lOls..the cabbie is a china guy..fainty..both bad tempered..diaOz..but reached sch safely..met shah also..lOls..we took cert den go campus heaven drink..haix..cocoa sold out, so we took vanilla..T_T aii aii and meiling say wad, mii and shah got fu qi lian(husband and wife/couple look/face)..dOrtz..cos we look alike? lOls..cute sia..diaOz..den he went off wib fwens, junwei eatin there, aii aii and wo koup a bit a bit to eat..lOls..after dat, went to take 31 home..the aircon is freezing..like free derhz..shivering all the way..bus sibei empty somemore..and it's raining heavily lerhz..slpt on the way back home..reached home area, buy cake den go home KO liao..btw HAPPY BELATED BDAY DADDIE..and i meant my RL daddie..lOls.. called him to spot check him, he tell mii he in sch..lOls..called bear and found out that he lied..nah bei jibai..he at that pubor place..smsed derek, his di..from there found out, more lies from him..nah bei jibai kia..sibei dulan, den go slp..woke up at 9+..found out he not home..i dulan, zi tao called that pubor house, tok 2 the mum, kpkb all the way.. i ask the mum she noe he got curfew? she say dunno..den i tell her wad happen..told her that pubor is a jinx, always ask him dun go sch, den if he nvr go he will end up in jail and all those thing larhz..cos of his probation thing..i juz kpkb the mum..and that fker said de things cannt believe derhz..then the mum ask mii abt somethings, like wad u do when u stay over..lOls..i was like, auntie, u noe and i noe wad we both do when we were alone..wad normal gal n guy will do when alone..lOls..she also LL..den i tell her i wanna speak wib pubor..she tell pubor dun throw temper cos i nvr say anything abt her..den i tell her, pubor, dun throw temper, dun kpkn dun cry or wadeva shiit, cos i dun buy that..den she say her voice like dat, i tell her, dun yaya too much, juz that she dunno how 2 write the word die, literally larhz..lOls..she dun get it cos she's too DUMB..lOls..i tell her, as his gf, she MUST make sure that he go sch daily, nvr miss sch, nvr pon sch, nvr ask him to skip sch for her..she dun get it..DUMB GAL..lOls..bo bian..ppl idiot marhz..i tell her, she's nothing but trouble to him, a burden to him..he juz believe his words..lOls..and horz, eventually she will be dumped by him..i tell her, he will come back to mii one day..and it's clear that she's the loser, i'm the winner..lOls..he cannt live without mii..he can live without her..i zitao say her till she dulan and kup my call..lOls..den i call back, tell her mum, auntie, pls hor..if u got manners, teach ur daughter some also..also i told her some truth as to wad that fker lied to her..eg, when i cried he left mii alone when the truth is he is huggin mii..lOls..she dulan..hahax... ok larhz..i go maple lerhz..ciao~
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@ 12:17 AM
`amk
morning wake up damn shag..haix..went down amk hub to meet my kawaii son..hahax..he so cute sia..so pai seh derhz..lOls..smack him..play hide and seek wib wo..notty son..hahax...met jay also sia..blackmilkboi..lOls..end up my son n his fwens go watch ironman, den mii and jay went watch wad happen in vegas..yes again..lOls..den we go off lerhz.. dressed up in jeans, low cut top, sunglasses, wib a big bag, ppl stared at mii when i walked..lOls..my son's fwens thought i ah lian sia..wtf...nbm nbm..den still got guys come up and ask for number? lOls..juz gibe them 999..hahax..tico guys..kip staring at my neh..nah bei.. go met that fcuker at bedok..nahbei jibai..made mii waited for more then 30mins..fcuk sia..told him beforehand that i reachin bedok in 15min..but he fcuker..at pubor house slack..in the end i dulan, kip kpkb him..knn..on bus horz, more fcuked up..he tried to mao shou mao jiao sia..nbm..den he called mii, accidentally kissed tio mii..eew..fcuk sia..den i scold him..his fwen saw wad happened..lOls..hope the fwen feedback to pubor..lOls..his fwen stared at my neh he also dulan..lOls..he also kpkb say i wear till like that..like one typical ah lian..zzzzz..pubor called few times on bus, i wanna slp, but the call kip comin, in the end i dulan i say back her..she is the bitch, who wanna make that fcuker suffer, i'm the good one, wanna make his life good..den i still say, ppl got boobs bo brain, understandable..but she lerhz, bo neh bo brain bo ass..total flat thing, unlike mii, got neh got ass got brain..lOls..in the end she dulan, i juz said buey song, come larhz..limbu wait here for her come 1 on 1..titi kpkb no use derhz..den go his house packed my belongings..left few more items, den jiu ok liao..i will get them back when i free again..lOls... on bus 859, guys tico again..stared at mii and ask for my number..lOls..crazy sia..as usual i told them 999...lOls..and bus 857 took diff route 2day..tot i overslpt, den realised that it went hougang 147 route...nah bei sia..scared mii..zzzzzz.. oh ya..i saw 1 ah gua 2day..eew..omg..sucks..argh...when alighting 31, i heard 3 guys say : ' omg i saw an ah gua.' i zi tao turn my head, saw the ah gua..lOls..he wore purple flower printed knee length dress, wib a tai tai wallet, and pearl earrings, and high heel..eew..omg..and worst thing is, HE IS A BOTAK WIB BOOBS..ewwwwwwwwww...remind mii of 2yrs ago, i saw the same guy..that time, he bo boobs, juz that he wore black A line skirt, black spagetti top wib netted jacket, a black handbag, high heel..eew..and he was botak then..omg..fk sia..utterly disgusting..spoilt my appetite..yikes.. blogged till here, i wanna maple lerhz..ciao~
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Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 12:21 AM
`sick
ytd eat marmiie tapao de food..tmd..eat le jiu lao sai, nbm norhz..still high fever..fcuk larhz..went joggin wib jw ytd..lOls..found out dat i now eat very little..no appetite sia.. 2day slack in bed whole day..tmd..really sick till i wanna vomit..kip running to toilet..damn it.. he called to let mii noe that the bitch's parents accepted him in their family..i was like, wadeva larhz..we quarrelled again..i told him find one day, i wanna gibe him all his things back, he dulan..asked mii am ii so unhappy to see his things? feel disgusted? i told him, ya i feel fcukin disgusted..i told him ii wanna gibe back the ring, he take back his ring, i take back mine, he screamed at mii asked mii why..i ask him, what's the point of mii kiipin the ring when they are tgt lerhz..he told mii to wait till he broke wib that pubor, den he wanna patch back wib mii..ii juz screamed at him, asked him who does he tink ii am..he broke wib mii cos of that pubor, den when pubor and him broke, he wanna patch back wiib mii..wad for? to be his spare tire? fcuk larhz..i juz cried..i'm felt so hurt, so used, so dumb..i told him i wun ever go back to him, he ask mii wait for him..this shows that he really treats mii like spare tire..to be wib mii for fcuk sake..he threatened mii that if i dun wait for him, he will killed mii..he will go tio yizheng..i told him to leave yizheng out of this as yizheng and mii started after we broke..so he's in no positon to tok now..whoever i wanna be wib now, he can hab no say..COS HE IS NOBODY TO MII..i juz purely hate him..now i noe why tingting hate him too..same situation..after that he juz kup the call...he still got the cheek to ask mii wanna meet for lunch on tues..he is either too fcukin dumb or naive..he noes i hate him so much, why the fcuk should i meet him..crazy.. juz hope everything goes well for mii now..
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Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 11:18 PM
`10 months of lies
truth are startin to reveal slowly..more and more lies are showing..bearbear told mii abt that amy..i nvr tot so much, till i saw her chinese name weiwei..den suddenly i realised..she was that fucker's ex stead junwei..pua jibai..he still got the cheek to tell mii, dat day his bday was his 1st time met her..how upset am ii..how angry can ii get.. but it doesnt matters..ii will hab my revenge against them all..10mths of lies..when he told mii he loved mii, he cared for mii, did he ever felt that way? i tink he juz say for the sake of saying, for fun, to entertain mii..i really hate him.. he ask mii this earlier on, if i ask for patch, will u ever patch wib mii..i ask him the question. if we ever patch, i dun hav time for u, will u 2timed again..his answer to mii is YES HE WILL..i merely told him, u already got ur answer..i wun ever patch wib u..cos u are a 2timer, a hongster..once a 2timer/hongster, forever a 2timer/hongster.. i rather spend my quality time wib my aii aii and fwens..most impt is yizheng is there for mii..x33333333 eu all..i wun ever believe that fucker's word again..he is juz a fuckin pathetic flithy liar..son of a bitch..a bastard..fuckin 2timer/hongster bastard..hope he die soon..
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Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 9:45 PM
`revenge is sweet
the story started on 16/07/07 and it ends on 08/05/08. 9 mths and 22days..it's gone..slowly i'm goin to let it go..after i had my fun of revenge..lala~~ it's true that i'm still unable to wake up from the dream..perhaps i dun wanna to..but after hearin the truth from bearbear, i had enough liao..all along, he had been 2timing and lyin to mii..i heard le, damn fcuked up, damn sad..but i had made up my mind, forget him mich. it's true that he had shown mii love that i'm unable to get from my family, it's true that he had shown mii concern and be there for mii..but it's not important anymore, cos all are nothing but lies. juz pure lies. sweet revenge. oh yes, i indeed enjoy givin ppl revenge over what they did to mii..but this is the 1st time i ever did till this extend..lOls..kinda enjoy it lerhz..oh yes, i called her house, told her mum wad she did, asked where she worked at. oh yes, that filthy bf snatcher bitch..she deserve wad is coming her way..i will curse her, and i will be extreme bitchy towards her..i gonna show her who is the superior being, who is the inferior being..oh yes i am playin dirty..but she's the one who made mii become who ii am today..fkin act cute asshole bitch..eew..see liao also will vomit derhz..lOls.. and yes, they both deserved it. the bitch's father wanna hab a tok wib him, and i enjoy it cos i noe i bring it upon them..i enjoy seein good show..and i will go down to her work place to exact my revenge. proof to her, without him i can live as well as b4. whereas she cant. hohoho.. lil mich loves revenge. lil mich loves aii aii and dear and baobeii and dar and darling. lastly lil mich love yz..^^
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Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 12:43 AM
`waves of laughter (CLAP)
1stly i wanna thks tulcus for brightening up my day..lOls..u really help mii a lot sia..lOls..that pu bor..eew..anyway..wanna noe more pls refer to junwei's blog http://www.inferno-eclipse.blogspot.com/ to noe more abt self proclaimed chio bu..lOls..pls dun eat den go and read..confirm cannt take it..too 'chio' lerhz..hahax...lOls..and thks ms aii aii, helpin ediit that photo..lOls..but but but i cannt show here..lOls..refer to www.myfarkshitlife.blogspot.com for more info..haahx..ciao
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Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 1:19 AM
`bball n badminton?
2day went badminton n bball..lOls..exercise is so damn fcukin good..lOls..my legs hurts..ROAR..but but but, i feel good when sweating..lOls..ck is damn bastard sometimes, kip sayin my neh..tmd..like my neh did him something wrong sia..ToT after dat had dinner wib aii aii(liyan), jw n her fwens, includin ck n yv..lOls..tml mayb goin bss funfair..wheee~ depriving childhood in process..lOls..should make it a point to bball n badminton weekly..lOls..ii wanna lose fats..ROAR...
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Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 4:48 PM
`slacker
well..basically i'm slackin at home now..din go work at all..tink they fired mii lerhz barhz..hahax..juz no mood..do everything also moodless..haiz..tried takin few photos of myself..to my utter horror, i look damn ugly now.. my world is now black n white. my colour has left mii. without him, i'm living in a colourless world. i cant smile like i used to. the smile i have now is so fake. i totally lost my radient. look so shag now. juz one ugly gal. am ii gonna be this way forever? i know not. juz that i'm very sad. time heals all wound. heal mii faster pls. no longer can i stand the freedom, the extra time i have. my house is so quiet, so silent. i'm so scared of my house. even when i'm alone, i am so fuckin scared. so fuckin scared of being alone. damn it. i juz wan some colour back in my life, even if it means ........
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 3:13 AM
`KFC
went dinner wib kaii, ocp, liyan n jw at bedok juz now..had kfc..not really much appetite..reached home vomit everything out..dunno why is this so..feelin very tired lately, more tired den usual..morning vomit..doesnt seem like a good thing..tok 2 jw, cried alot..i really dunno wad 2 do lerhz..no mood to blog le..goin vomit now..
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Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 4:08 AM
`goldfish eyes
finally got time to blog...got 1 day went to hab dinner wib fyon, kai, ms aii aii liyan, jw and meiling at bedok..had a wonderful time..last sat celine bday, guildmates all went..hahax..had a great time..miss them so much..also the week b4 de fri, aii aii, jw and mii went night safari..des should be goin derhz..but cos of his gf..so cannt go..tmd..diu diu diu...sun was a hard time for mii to pass..really am goldfish now..sad sia... really wondered wad happened to me. i used to see him as the centre of my world. now, suddenly, i'm so free, so empty. we broke up. from the time we met n stead, i had fallen head over heel wib him. wadeva he did to mii, i nvr complain so much. juz wad did i do wrong? where did it went wrong? i noe i'm busy wib sch n work last time. but i quitted my previous job to spend more time wib him. now i only worked sat. why cant he juz think for my sake? he is still using student fare. wad am ii usin? adult fare lerhz. it's fcukin expensive lorhz..come and go cost mii $5 in a day..ever since i am wib him, i've become such a crybaby. i really hate the weakness in myself now. the crybaby juz wun go away at all. he complained dat i din spend much time wib him. i did! last time daily after sch, i waited for him to peii him. now this is wad i get in return. a broken heart. i'm fat so wad? if he used the excuse of i'm fat to dump mii, then why in the 1st place he stead wib mii? it's not logical at all. he used to say no matter wad, he wun be like my ex, 2 timed or cheated on mii. but he did all these. HE SHOWED MII THAT GUY CANNT BE TRUSTED. GUYS BROKE PROMISES AS AND WISH THEY LIKE. his new gf, she is slim. his ex gf, she is fat. no worry. i will prove him wrong. i will make him regret for dumpin mii for her. i will make him eat back his word. i wun ever love again. there's no such thing as forever love. if u cant keep to ur promise, dun ever promise that some person. you will juz end up hurting dat some person. he promised mii that we will be tgt 4ever, he wun leave mii. but he left mi for some other gal. nbm, i nid time to recover. i will 4get all. all my troubles n saddness caused by him. thks to ms aii aii, owen, des n shawn for helpin mii through my this period of hard time. thks for listenin to mii whining, crying, complaining, cursing. i will recover n regain my usual hyper-ness derhz.. juz dat i nid quite some time to recover. nvr to fall in love again.
kns..keep gettin in and outta toilet these few days..in fact, it has been a week..nono, more den a week...argh..ytd met jw n ck for dinner..lOls..bth the both of them..lOls..will faint sia..hahax... 2day morning went his house..why? to get the new disc, 2 n 3 of FFVII..reached his house 930am, played psp while waiting for him 2 wake up..freakin pissed..den i found out something..that pubor ffa my email addy to ppl..chao turtle..si pubor..i gonna do the same to her..FFA HER EMAIL ADDY... huichuin@wong.com A SELF PROCLAIMED CHIO BU AND SELF PROCLAIMED CUTIE..LOLS..WANNA MEET SOME1 WHO IS CHIO AND CUTE? GO THE EMAIL ADDY IN MSN, AND U GET HER.. chao turtle..teach ya a fcukin lesson, never mess wib mii..chao pubor.. he still got the face to ask mii for patch..i told him, if u can break wib her on the spot now, i patch wib u..he cant..so that's it..no way..si gina..wan play wib mii, wait long long.. after dat, raining sia, so i waited awhile, den go woodlands change bus to hougang..lOls..bus super cold..aircon as if free derhz..zzz..den sit till interchange somemore, go hougang walk walk, slack slack, den go find ck.. we both were up to mischief..lOls..gibe the number to gay chat, make them call him..lOls..call himself korkor..eew..er xin sia..tink wad, comic siao? dOrtz..crazy derhz..after dat had dinner wib ck, den go home..lOls..kinda curious turn out.. and i hereby declared that the EVIL BITCH PUBOR is no way superior to mii when it comes to be his LAOPO..lOls..she is a selfish ugly bitch who only tink of herself, makes him return home late, makes him kanna scold..lOls..i only help him to be home by curfew, unlike that ugly bitch...poor thing..tsk tsk..u are SO gonna be DUMP by him soon..lOls..too bad..once an ugly bitch pubor, forever an ugly bitch pubor..eww..u are juz a selfish ugly pubor who cant tink out of ur own comfort zone, tryin to act weak, gain ppl's sympathy towards u..U TOTALLY THROW THE ENTIRE FEMALE RACES' FACES..i ABHOR gals like u..so fake, so pretendious, everything are so SUCKY..juz get a live and stay outta my path, ugly bitch..so wad i call u that, u self proclaimed chio bu and cutie..aint u crazy in ur brain? who will say themselves chio bu and cutie? unless they really are UGLY..lOls..SELF DENIAL BRINGS U NOWHERE BITCH..so i suggest u, GET A MIRROR, SEE UR INNER SELF, HOW SELFISH N UGLY U ARE..AND HOPE THAT U WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER..nono..u wun, cos u are always cring, tryin to get attention..BLOODY ATTENTION SEEKER..U SUCKS BITCH.. argh..go maple liao..need destress..
Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 1:43 AM
`the end
woke up around 3+ 2day..had a big quarrel wib him again..4ever we are quarrelling, be it whether we are stead or not, gaming or not..juz goin round and round in circle, never ending derhz..he noe wad i did, he is fcukin pissed..but wad can he do? nothing, except to see my revenge, from the day he had betrayed mii, had caused mii such pain..i do enjoy seeing him squirm in fear, in pain, in order for mii to carry out my plan..but but but, i try to hate him, i cant..it's no use..i do hate him, but not till the extend of that kind..if u noe wad i mean..but it's really the end now..we both really hate each other now, esp after the quarrel like 2day..he even drag bearbear down, when it doesnt concern bear at all..now bear is fuming over it, wanna beat the shiit outta him..dun care larhz..since it's none of my business lerhz..i gonna collect my things, bringing few ppl wib mii, in case he gets rough..it's on the safe side..once it's over, we had nothing to do wib each other..he and pubor deserve each other well, thru and thru..since they both are so SUCKY..LJ ATTITUDE..he asked mii watch out..careful go out dun let ppl hit..kns, he is threatening mii..cos of 1 pubor, he treated mii this way..i told him lerhz, he is no longer the guy i know, i loved..but but but, that doesnt matter, cos i got yizheng now..he's the most impt guy in my life now..all it matter is yizheng, and aii aii liyan..i will slowly find my way back to life, back to track..cos it's time for mii to move on..and thks paul, for ur concern and ur cute comment on being sexy..thks all those who worried for mii..i will be back soon, the real mii..once all these are over, i will heal once more..then the nonsense mii is back..
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 11:42 PM
`the cert and the drink
went back to take cert 2day, was late so pia cab down..lOls..at cvc there nid wait so long, kuku sia the queue..haix..saw fwens sia..lOls..so qiao..kinda miss her..lOls..sista marhz..hehe..eat waffle also..lOls..chocolate..yum yum.. after gettin cert, went to expo food fair..so yummy the food..but damn crowded..ROAR..meiling, aii aii and wo went there larhz..aii aii aka liyan wait at the seat for wo and meiling..lOls..den kip bumpin in2 fwens, den meiling say i really look like da jie da..fainty...pratically got things to do wib cheese and milk, jiu got wo and meiling..lOls..like how honey attracts bee...hahax..really had a happy time shoppin there..lOls..so many good food..yumyum..eat a bit nia, jiu full..lOls..damn it.. after dat went back sch..to our horror, it's rainin heavily..kns..took cab from expo..dOrtz..extra $2 charge, cos from expo, same as u hail cab from airport..lOls..den the security guard bang the cab window, gave wo, aii aii and meiling shock..lOls..the cabbie is a china guy..fainty..both bad tempered..diaOz..but reached sch safely..met shah also..lOls..we took cert den go campus heaven drink..haix..cocoa sold out, so we took vanilla..T_T aii aii and meiling say wad, mii and shah got fu qi lian(husband and wife/couple look/face)..dOrtz..cos we look alike? lOls..cute sia..diaOz..den he went off wib fwens, junwei eatin there, aii aii and wo koup a bit a bit to eat..lOls..after dat, went to take 31 home..the aircon is freezing..like free derhz..shivering all the way..bus sibei empty somemore..and it's raining heavily lerhz..slpt on the way back home..reached home area, buy cake den go home KO liao..btw HAPPY BELATED BDAY DADDIE..and i meant my RL daddie..lOls.. called him to spot check him, he tell mii he in sch..lOls..called bear and found out that he lied..nah bei jibai..he at that pubor place..smsed derek, his di..from there found out, more lies from him..nah bei jibai kia..sibei dulan, den go slp..woke up at 9+..found out he not home..i dulan, zi tao called that pubor house, tok 2 the mum, kpkb all the way.. i ask the mum she noe he got curfew? she say dunno..den i tell her wad happen..told her that pubor is a jinx, always ask him dun go sch, den if he nvr go he will end up in jail and all those thing larhz..cos of his probation thing..i juz kpkb the mum..and that fker said de things cannt believe derhz..then the mum ask mii abt somethings, like wad u do when u stay over..lOls..i was like, auntie, u noe and i noe wad we both do when we were alone..wad normal gal n guy will do when alone..lOls..she also LL..den i tell her i wanna speak wib pubor..she tell pubor dun throw temper cos i nvr say anything abt her..den i tell her, pubor, dun throw temper, dun kpkn dun cry or wadeva shiit, cos i dun buy that..den she say her voice like dat, i tell her, dun yaya too much, juz that she dunno how 2 write the word die, literally larhz..lOls..she dun get it cos she's too DUMB..lOls..i tell her, as his gf, she MUST make sure that he go sch daily, nvr miss sch, nvr pon sch, nvr ask him to skip sch for her..she dun get it..DUMB GAL..lOls..bo bian..ppl idiot marhz..i tell her, she's nothing but trouble to him, a burden to him..he juz believe his words..lOls..and horz, eventually she will be dumped by him..i tell her, he will come back to mii one day..and it's clear that she's the loser, i'm the winner..lOls..he cannt live without mii..he can live without her..i zitao say her till she dulan and kup my call..lOls..den i call back, tell her mum, auntie, pls hor..if u got manners, teach ur daughter some also..also i told her some truth as to wad that fker lied to her..eg, when i cried he left mii alone when the truth is he is huggin mii..lOls..she dulan..hahax... ok larhz..i go maple lerhz..ciao~
@ 12:17 AM
`amk
morning wake up damn shag..haix..went down amk hub to meet my kawaii son..hahax..he so cute sia..so pai seh derhz..lOls..smack him..play hide and seek wib wo..notty son..hahax...met jay also sia..blackmilkboi..lOls..end up my son n his fwens go watch ironman, den mii and jay went watch wad happen in vegas..yes again..lOls..den we go off lerhz.. dressed up in jeans, low cut top, sunglasses, wib a big bag, ppl stared at mii when i walked..lOls..my son's fwens thought i ah lian sia..wtf...nbm nbm..den still got guys come up and ask for number? lOls..juz gibe them 999..hahax..tico guys..kip staring at my neh..nah bei.. go met that fcuker at bedok..nahbei jibai..made mii waited for more then 30mins..fcuk sia..told him beforehand that i reachin bedok in 15min..but he fcuker..at pubor house slack..in the end i dulan, kip kpkb him..knn..on bus horz, more fcuked up..he tried to mao shou mao jiao sia..nbm..den he called mii, accidentally kissed tio mii..eew..fcuk sia..den i scold him..his fwen saw wad happened..lOls..hope the fwen feedback to pubor..lOls..his fwen stared at my neh he also dulan..lOls..he also kpkb say i wear till like that..like one typical ah lian..zzzzz..pubor called few times on bus, i wanna slp, but the call kip comin, in the end i dulan i say back her..she is the bitch, who wanna make that fcuker suffer, i'm the good one, wanna make his life good..den i still say, ppl got boobs bo brain, understandable..but she lerhz, bo neh bo brain bo ass..total flat thing, unlike mii, got neh got ass got brain..lOls..in the end she dulan, i juz said buey song, come larhz..limbu wait here for her come 1 on 1..titi kpkb no use derhz..den go his house packed my belongings..left few more items, den jiu ok liao..i will get them back when i free again..lOls... on bus 859, guys tico again..stared at mii and ask for my number..lOls..crazy sia..as usual i told them 999...lOls..and bus 857 took diff route 2day..tot i overslpt, den realised that it went hougang 147 route...nah bei sia..scared mii..zzzzzz.. oh ya..i saw 1 ah gua 2day..eew..omg..sucks..argh...when alighting 31, i heard 3 guys say : ' omg i saw an ah gua.' i zi tao turn my head, saw the ah gua..lOls..he wore purple flower printed knee length dress, wib a tai tai wallet, and pearl earrings, and high heel..eew..omg..and worst thing is, HE IS A BOTAK WIB BOOBS..ewwwwwwwwww...remind mii of 2yrs ago, i saw the same guy..that time, he bo boobs, juz that he wore black A line skirt, black spagetti top wib netted jacket, a black handbag, high heel..eew..and he was botak then..omg..fk sia..utterly disgusting..spoilt my appetite..yikes.. blogged till here, i wanna maple lerhz..ciao~
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 12:21 AM
`sick
ytd eat marmiie tapao de food..tmd..eat le jiu lao sai, nbm norhz..still high fever..fcuk larhz..went joggin wib jw ytd..lOls..found out dat i now eat very little..no appetite sia.. 2day slack in bed whole day..tmd..really sick till i wanna vomit..kip running to toilet..damn it.. he called to let mii noe that the bitch's parents accepted him in their family..i was like, wadeva larhz..we quarrelled again..i told him find one day, i wanna gibe him all his things back, he dulan..asked mii am ii so unhappy to see his things? feel disgusted? i told him, ya i feel fcukin disgusted..i told him ii wanna gibe back the ring, he take back his ring, i take back mine, he screamed at mii asked mii why..i ask him, what's the point of mii kiipin the ring when they are tgt lerhz..he told mii to wait till he broke wib that pubor, den he wanna patch back wib mii..ii juz screamed at him, asked him who does he tink ii am..he broke wib mii cos of that pubor, den when pubor and him broke, he wanna patch back wiib mii..wad for? to be his spare tire? fcuk larhz..i juz cried..i'm felt so hurt, so used, so dumb..i told him i wun ever go back to him, he ask mii wait for him..this shows that he really treats mii like spare tire..to be wib mii for fcuk sake..he threatened mii that if i dun wait for him, he will killed mii..he will go tio yizheng..i told him to leave yizheng out of this as yizheng and mii started after we broke..so he's in no positon to tok now..whoever i wanna be wib now, he can hab no say..COS HE IS NOBODY TO MII..i juz purely hate him..now i noe why tingting hate him too..same situation..after that he juz kup the call...he still got the cheek to ask mii wanna meet for lunch on tues..he is either too fcukin dumb or naive..he noes i hate him so much, why the fcuk should i meet him..crazy.. juz hope everything goes well for mii now..
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 11:18 PM
`10 months of lies
truth are startin to reveal slowly..more and more lies are showing..bearbear told mii abt that amy..i nvr tot so much, till i saw her chinese name weiwei..den suddenly i realised..she was that fucker's ex stead junwei..pua jibai..he still got the cheek to tell mii, dat day his bday was his 1st time met her..how upset am ii..how angry can ii get.. but it doesnt matters..ii will hab my revenge against them all..10mths of lies..when he told mii he loved mii, he cared for mii, did he ever felt that way? i tink he juz say for the sake of saying, for fun, to entertain mii..i really hate him.. he ask mii this earlier on, if i ask for patch, will u ever patch wib mii..i ask him the question. if we ever patch, i dun hav time for u, will u 2timed again..his answer to mii is YES HE WILL..i merely told him, u already got ur answer..i wun ever patch wib u..cos u are a 2timer, a hongster..once a 2timer/hongster, forever a 2timer/hongster.. i rather spend my quality time wib my aii aii and fwens..most impt is yizheng is there for mii..x33333333 eu all..i wun ever believe that fucker's word again..he is juz a fuckin pathetic flithy liar..son of a bitch..a bastard..fuckin 2timer/hongster bastard..hope he die soon..
Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 9:45 PM
`revenge is sweet
the story started on 16/07/07 and it ends on 08/05/08. 9 mths and 22days..it's gone..slowly i'm goin to let it go..after i had my fun of revenge..lala~~ it's true that i'm still unable to wake up from the dream..perhaps i dun wanna to..but after hearin the truth from bearbear, i had enough liao..all along, he had been 2timing and lyin to mii..i heard le, damn fcuked up, damn sad..but i had made up my mind, forget him mich. it's true that he had shown mii love that i'm unable to get from my family, it's true that he had shown mii concern and be there for mii..but it's not important anymore, cos all are nothing but lies. juz pure lies. sweet revenge. oh yes, i indeed enjoy givin ppl revenge over what they did to mii..but this is the 1st time i ever did till this extend..lOls..kinda enjoy it lerhz..oh yes, i called her house, told her mum wad she did, asked where she worked at. oh yes, that filthy bf snatcher bitch..she deserve wad is coming her way..i will curse her, and i will be extreme bitchy towards her..i gonna show her who is the superior being, who is the inferior being..oh yes i am playin dirty..but she's the one who made mii become who ii am today..fkin act cute asshole bitch..eew..see liao also will vomit derhz..lOls.. and yes, they both deserved it. the bitch's father wanna hab a tok wib him, and i enjoy it cos i noe i bring it upon them..i enjoy seein good show..and i will go down to her work place to exact my revenge. proof to her, without him i can live as well as b4. whereas she cant. hohoho.. lil mich loves revenge. lil mich loves aii aii and dear and baobeii and dar and darling. lastly lil mich love yz..^^
Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 12:43 AM
`waves of laughter (CLAP)
1stly i wanna thks tulcus for brightening up my day..lOls..u really help mii a lot sia..lOls..that pu bor..eew..anyway..wanna noe more pls refer to junwei's blog http://www.inferno-eclipse.blogspot.com/ to noe more abt self proclaimed chio bu..lOls..pls dun eat den go and read..confirm cannt take it..too 'chio' lerhz..hahax...lOls..and thks ms aii aii, helpin ediit that photo..lOls..but but but i cannt show here..lOls..refer to www.myfarkshitlife.blogspot.com for more info..haahx..ciao
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 1:19 AM
`bball n badminton?
2day went badminton n bball..lOls..exercise is so damn fcukin good..lOls..my legs hurts..ROAR..but but but, i feel good when sweating..lOls..ck is damn bastard sometimes, kip sayin my neh..tmd..like my neh did him something wrong sia..ToT after dat had dinner wib aii aii(liyan), jw n her fwens, includin ck n yv..lOls..tml mayb goin bss funfair..wheee~ depriving childhood in process..lOls..should make it a point to bball n badminton weekly..lOls..ii wanna lose fats..ROAR...
Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 4:48 PM
`slacker
well..basically i'm slackin at home now..din go work at all..tink they fired mii lerhz barhz..hahax..juz no mood..do everything also moodless..haiz..tried takin few photos of myself..to my utter horror, i look damn ugly now.. my world is now black n white. my colour has left mii. without him, i'm living in a colourless world. i cant smile like i used to. the smile i have now is so fake. i totally lost my radient. look so shag now. juz one ugly gal. am ii gonna be this way forever? i know not. juz that i'm very sad. time heals all wound. heal mii faster pls. no longer can i stand the freedom, the extra time i have. my house is so quiet, so silent. i'm so scared of my house. even when i'm alone, i am so fuckin scared. so fuckin scared of being alone. damn it. i juz wan some colour back in my life, even if it means ........
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 3:13 AM
`KFC
went dinner wib kaii, ocp, liyan n jw at bedok juz now..had kfc..not really much appetite..reached home vomit everything out..dunno why is this so..feelin very tired lately, more tired den usual..morning vomit..doesnt seem like a good thing..tok 2 jw, cried alot..i really dunno wad 2 do lerhz..no mood to blog le..goin vomit now..
Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 4:08 AM
`goldfish eyes
finally got time to blog...got 1 day went to hab dinner wib fyon, kai, ms aii aii liyan, jw and meiling at bedok..had a wonderful time..last sat celine bday, guildmates all went..hahax..had a great time..miss them so much..also the week b4 de fri, aii aii, jw and mii went night safari..des should be goin derhz..but cos of his gf..so cannt go..tmd..diu diu diu...sun was a hard time for mii to pass..really am goldfish now..sad sia... really wondered wad happened to me. i used to see him as the centre of my world. now, suddenly, i'm so free, so empty. we broke up. from the time we met n stead, i had fallen head over heel wib him. wadeva he did to mii, i nvr complain so much. juz wad did i do wrong? where did it went wrong? i noe i'm busy wib sch n work last time. but i quitted my previous job to spend more time wib him. now i only worked sat. why cant he juz think for my sake? he is still using student fare. wad am ii usin? adult fare lerhz. it's fcukin expensive lorhz..come and go cost mii $5 in a day..ever since i am wib him, i've become such a crybaby. i really hate the weakness in myself now. the crybaby juz wun go away at all. he complained dat i din spend much time wib him. i did! last time daily after sch, i waited for him to peii him. now this is wad i get in return. a broken heart. i'm fat so wad? if he used the excuse of i'm fat to dump mii, then why in the 1st place he stead wib mii? it's not logical at all. he used to say no matter wad, he wun be like my ex, 2 timed or cheated on mii. but he did all these. HE SHOWED MII THAT GUY CANNT BE TRUSTED. GUYS BROKE PROMISES AS AND WISH THEY LIKE. his new gf, she is slim. his ex gf, she is fat. no worry. i will prove him wrong. i will make him regret for dumpin mii for her. i will make him eat back his word. i wun ever love again. there's no such thing as forever love. if u cant keep to ur promise, dun ever promise that some person. you will juz end up hurting dat some person. he promised mii that we will be tgt 4ever, he wun leave mii. but he left mi for some other gal. nbm, i nid time to recover. i will 4get all. all my troubles n saddness caused by him. thks to ms aii aii, owen, des n shawn for helpin mii through my this period of hard time. thks for listenin to mii whining, crying, complaining, cursing. i will recover n regain my usual hyper-ness derhz.. juz dat i nid quite some time to recover. nvr to fall in love again.
