guilty..that's how i'm feelin now..i admitted to dar dar of wat i've done..instead of hatin me, blamin me, breakin with me, he say he loves me for who i am, not for wat i've done..it's heartbreakin of me to see this..it's breakin me, tearin me apart..he's too sweet for me, too understandin liao..instead, he blame the guy for wat has happen, cos he started it..he's too sweet for me..i cannt take it anymore..i goin to lose control liao..tears keep swellin up my eyes...it breaks my heart..like a water tap, non stop..i told him, if he finds me unsuitable n dirty for him, he dun wan me, wan break, it's ok, understandable de..he ask me dun tink so much, forget abt it..cos he will stay by me no matter wat..i have to do wat i deem is rite..it's for the sake for both of us, for our good, for our future..i have to leave him..i cant afford to hurt him anymore further..it's breakin me in2 two..i dun wan hurt him again..dun wan him to get hurt again..it's killin me..he's too good for me..i'm not good for him at all...it hurts...i'm guilty...
guilty..that's how i'm feelin now..i admitted to dar dar of wat i've done..instead of hatin me, blamin me, breakin with me, he say he loves me for who i am, not for wat i've done..it's heartbreakin of me to see this..it's breakin me, tearin me apart..he's too sweet for me, too understandin liao..instead, he blame the guy for wat has happen, cos he started it..he's too sweet for me..i cannt take it anymore..i goin to lose control liao..tears keep swellin up my eyes...it breaks my heart..like a water tap, non stop..i told him, if he finds me unsuitable n dirty for him, he dun wan me, wan break, it's ok, understandable de..he ask me dun tink so much, forget abt it..cos he will stay by me no matter wat..i have to do wat i deem is rite..it's for the sake for both of us, for our good, for our future..i have to leave him..i cant afford to hurt him anymore further..it's breakin me in2 two..i dun wan hurt him again..dun wan him to get hurt again..it's killin me..he's too good for me..i'm not good for him at all...it hurts...i'm guilty...
