thousands of feelins n thoughts are running through mii now..2day din go sch..nvm..cos gt fever..mum kik mii outta hse, den went dav hse 2 slp..LM was hot..love it..bt sick still LM, it was a bit, erm..dunno la..haha..den we slp..his dad came home..knock the room's door..come in n ask wat we doin..we were slpin ma..den he said dun gao chu ren ming...cos he not workin now, i also(bt i was lor)...if anything happens, wat 2 do? no financial help leh..den he said a lot of other things also..i almost cried..haiz..den we went off le..he wan makan dinner, bt i no mood, so went home..called wendy, mav 2 talk..kinda sad..after dat, meet wendy at farrer park there...buy breezer n hooch 2 drink..drink finish within 20mins..den cried..cos sad ma..durin drinkin i talked on phone..bt after finish le, went home...ko a while, den bath..now online..hehe...
i reali dunno wat 2 do..i reali wonder if i did the rite things..his dad say us till liddat..i reali sad..cos wat his dad say r quite true..we both hav no forms of financial support..wat can we do if we reali get in2 trouble? juz now went drinkin, i realised sth..i had reali fallen for him hard..without him, it's like the end..if he reali leaves mii, i will kill myself 4 sure, i will die 4 sure..dun even noe why i had fallen so deep 4 him..jacq doesnt approve of us, wan us break, cos i can found some1 betta, dat's wat she said..i was like, when will dis happen? does it matter? cos he is the one i love rite now..i reali regretted sayin break with him..i reali do..all i wan now is him..wat can i do? 1st time in my life, i drink so little, yet drunk..wat can i say? dydy was bloody worried abt mii..haiz..nvm..i dun wan 2 tink abt it now..all i wan is HIM...
thousands of feelins n thoughts are running through mii now..2day din go sch..nvm..cos gt fever..mum kik mii outta hse, den went dav hse 2 slp..LM was hot..love it..bt sick still LM, it was a bit, erm..dunno la..haha..den we slp..his dad came home..knock the room's door..come in n ask wat we doin..we were slpin ma..den he said dun gao chu ren ming...cos he not workin now, i also(bt i was lor)...if anything happens, wat 2 do? no financial help leh..den he said a lot of other things also..i almost cried..haiz..den we went off le..he wan makan dinner, bt i no mood, so went home..called wendy, mav 2 talk..kinda sad..after dat, meet wendy at farrer park there...buy breezer n hooch 2 drink..drink finish within 20mins..den cried..cos sad ma..durin drinkin i talked on phone..bt after finish le, went home...ko a while, den bath..now online..hehe...
i reali dunno wat 2 do..i reali wonder if i did the rite things..his dad say us till liddat..i reali sad..cos wat his dad say r quite true..we both hav no forms of financial support..wat can we do if we reali get in2 trouble? juz now went drinkin, i realised sth..i had reali fallen for him hard..without him, it's like the end..if he reali leaves mii, i will kill myself 4 sure, i will die 4 sure..dun even noe why i had fallen so deep 4 him..jacq doesnt approve of us, wan us break, cos i can found some1 betta, dat's wat she said..i was like, when will dis happen? does it matter? cos he is the one i love rite now..i reali regretted sayin break with him..i reali do..all i wan now is him..wat can i do? 1st time in my life, i drink so little, yet drunk..wat can i say? dydy was bloody worried abt mii..haiz..nvm..i dun wan 2 tink abt it now..all i wan is HIM...
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