didnt sleep at all ytd..zzzz...chatted with simon till 3+ am..den went maple..chatted with simon again till 430am..den called zhu, and we chatted till 6am..omg..hahax..ii'm getting crazier now..den decided to meet up for breakfast..zzzz..called jw to chat..he was lyke horrified to learn dat we din slp at all.. breakfast at mac..yummy..haven had breakfast so early in the morning for quite some times..hotcakes smell so alluring to mii nowadays..called simon, with ah zhu..he was shocked dat ii wake up so early..cos ii now normally wake up in the noon marhz..bo bian..i'm a nite owl..lalala...after dat, went jw house, watch water horse, but a bit den stop lerhz..cos tulcus jw called..chatted a while, den msn tok 2 simon n tulcus jw..zzzz..after dat went to slp..ii really KO..cos super tired..woke up around 4+, zhu was awake by then..so nice..ordered macs again..ii noe..fattening..zzzz..eat till dam full.. aizec almost faint sia..cos make him sing marhz..haha..ii noe we notty larhz..haha..but he sings reali nice..lyke ii wan bluff lyke dat..both aizec n simon sing very nice..went home around 10+..chatted with simon on the way home..and ew..i sang in public..zzzzzz..luckily no ppl..if not i faint..i now still owe aizec a song..sobbies..bully sia... oh ya tulcus..no nid feel sad for wo..ii'm used to it lerhz..haha..cant see, find the railings to go down lorhz..so easy..F3..lookin forward to the guild outing.. i really dunno wad 2 do now..feels lyke the feelin for him is gone..emptyness is creepin back in2 my heart again..confused towards many things..envy lots of gals, of wad their steads' did..why cant i hab dat? kinda sad..wish some1 can save mii from my feeling of emptyness..ii hate dat feeling..juz hope ii wun get disappointment once again..ii rather die den get disappointment..it's kind of sad to feel that way, since the love we once had is dying out now..juz lyke ii'm keepin up with the pretense dat we are still so deeply in love..can anything save our relationship?
didnt sleep at all ytd..zzzz...chatted with simon till 3+ am..den went maple..chatted with simon again till 430am..den called zhu, and we chatted till 6am..omg..hahax..ii'm getting crazier now..den decided to meet up for breakfast..zzzz..called jw to chat..he was lyke horrified to learn dat we din slp at all.. breakfast at mac..yummy..haven had breakfast so early in the morning for quite some times..hotcakes smell so alluring to mii nowadays..called simon, with ah zhu..he was shocked dat ii wake up so early..cos ii now normally wake up in the noon marhz..bo bian..i'm a nite owl..lalala...after dat, went jw house, watch water horse, but a bit den stop lerhz..cos tulcus jw called..chatted a while, den msn tok 2 simon n tulcus jw..zzzz..after dat went to slp..ii really KO..cos super tired..woke up around 4+, zhu was awake by then..so nice..ordered macs again..ii noe..fattening..zzzz..eat till dam full.. aizec almost faint sia..cos make him sing marhz..haha..ii noe we notty larhz..haha..but he sings reali nice..lyke ii wan bluff lyke dat..both aizec n simon sing very nice..went home around 10+..chatted with simon on the way home..and ew..i sang in public..zzzzzz..luckily no ppl..if not i faint..i now still owe aizec a song..sobbies..bully sia... oh ya tulcus..no nid feel sad for wo..ii'm used to it lerhz..haha..cant see, find the railings to go down lorhz..so easy..F3..lookin forward to the guild outing.. i really dunno wad 2 do now..feels lyke the feelin for him is gone..emptyness is creepin back in2 my heart again..confused towards many things..envy lots of gals, of wad their steads' did..why cant i hab dat? kinda sad..wish some1 can save mii from my feeling of emptyness..ii hate dat feeling..juz hope ii wun get disappointment once again..ii rather die den get disappointment..it's kind of sad to feel that way, since the love we once had is dying out now..juz lyke ii'm keepin up with the pretense dat we are still so deeply in love..can anything save our relationship?