all i can say now is, AMI is toking crap in her blog..oh my god..wad i cry? PUI!!! i wun ever cry in front of some1 i dun even noe..wad i humji? siao de..i dun even bother to tok 2 her cos they are NOT worth MY time..so wad she is tryin to do? portray to ppl dat i'm the evil controlling freak? I'M NOT..from wad i read, she is tryin to convey the message of regretting of lettin him go, she wanted him back badly..OMFG..a real DESPO/BITCH who is tryin to break ppl's life at that point of time..i never even said the word SEDUCE, how dare they stuffed the word in my mouth..let me put it in this way, i planned to celebrate with him on his bday 3months back, yet they suddenly BUTTED IN few days b4 his bday, den claimed that i DESTROYED everything..who is the one who destroyed it for mii? THEY ARE THE EVIL ONE.. wad i dun allow him to tok to his fwens? nonsense..he wan tok, i nvr stop him, but rather is he stopped mii from callin my fwens..i wasn't allowed to tok to guys in front of him, behind him, unless he knew them..at least i din tok 2 my exes, din even contact them when they contact mii..he even called them, tok to them, smsed them..who is the REAL VICTIM here? ME, I'M THE ONE..i'm the one who is feelin controlled here..he's on probabtion, nid go sch regularly, cant be home late, and i merely make sure he followed so..am i wrong to do dat? if he is juz my fwen, i dun even gibe a fuck abt him..he wanna rot in jail or wadever shit, by all means go.. he even said i dun care, love him..even said i dun wan him..pls lorhz..i helped him clean n tidy his room, almost 24/7 accompany when i not working, cooked for him to eat, when he is sick, i flag cab down to his house with the herbal drink and either cooked/bought porridge for him..he sad i conforted him..this is not care, love, wan? rather, i was sick he din even bother with mii..so who is the one who doesnt care, love, wan the other one? so much to say, so much anger to vent on..he slapped mii when he got angry, i only said, but din do much..once, he pushed mii over, i hit my back on the bed's corner, and he kicked mii on my head..i din say so much..i kept it to myself..why? i dun wan any trouble for him..i love him too dearly, more den wad i value with my life..so this is wad i get in return? criticism from his ex? from every1 he noes? they juz dunno the real story behind the happiness we showed..they thought i'm the one who is so evil..but do they noe why i appear so..they don't..NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL..NOT A SINGLE SOUL..how much i had suffed when i'm with him, how much blamed was being thrusted to mii when he pon sch on his own, all i din say so much.. all i did yesterday nite was, i called him to comment abt this matter, and i told him how i was feelin all these 9months when we were tgt..yet he told mii 'I'M SORRY' yes, for all he had given mii, an apology was wad he told mii..i told him i wan nothing with him anymore, i'm so sick and tired of him..he did so much to break my heart, yet he said i'm the one in fault..all quarrels started with him, he argue lose, den say let mii win, den say i too stubborn, bad tempered, attitude problems..fine..he wan say so nevermind..he pushed my head in public, i din say much, though my fwen commented it was wrong of him to do so..he even threatened mii not to tell my fwens wad he did to me, cos he dun wan any trouble..i respected that..yet wad he told others abt mii? a cheap slut who goes to bed with many diff guys..such wonderful repaid.. i fucking had enough with him..he is a bloody selfish bastard who doesnt care abt anyone else but himself.._l_ this world
all i can say now is, AMI is toking crap in her blog..oh my god..wad i cry? PUI!!! i wun ever cry in front of some1 i dun even noe..wad i humji? siao de..i dun even bother to tok 2 her cos they are NOT worth MY time..so wad she is tryin to do? portray to ppl dat i'm the evil controlling freak? I'M NOT..from wad i read, she is tryin to convey the message of regretting of lettin him go, she wanted him back badly..OMFG..a real DESPO/BITCH who is tryin to break ppl's life at that point of time..i never even said the word SEDUCE, how dare they stuffed the word in my mouth..let me put it in this way, i planned to celebrate with him on his bday 3months back, yet they suddenly BUTTED IN few days b4 his bday, den claimed that i DESTROYED everything..who is the one who destroyed it for mii? THEY ARE THE EVIL ONE.. wad i dun allow him to tok to his fwens? nonsense..he wan tok, i nvr stop him, but rather is he stopped mii from callin my fwens..i wasn't allowed to tok to guys in front of him, behind him, unless he knew them..at least i din tok 2 my exes, din even contact them when they contact mii..he even called them, tok to them, smsed them..who is the REAL VICTIM here? ME, I'M THE ONE..i'm the one who is feelin controlled here..he's on probabtion, nid go sch regularly, cant be home late, and i merely make sure he followed so..am i wrong to do dat? if he is juz my fwen, i dun even gibe a fuck abt him..he wanna rot in jail or wadever shit, by all means go.. he even said i dun care, love him..even said i dun wan him..pls lorhz..i helped him clean n tidy his room, almost 24/7 accompany when i not working, cooked for him to eat, when he is sick, i flag cab down to his house with the herbal drink and either cooked/bought porridge for him..he sad i conforted him..this is not care, love, wan? rather, i was sick he din even bother with mii..so who is the one who doesnt care, love, wan the other one? so much to say, so much anger to vent on..he slapped mii when he got angry, i only said, but din do much..once, he pushed mii over, i hit my back on the bed's corner, and he kicked mii on my head..i din say so much..i kept it to myself..why? i dun wan any trouble for him..i love him too dearly, more den wad i value with my life..so this is wad i get in return? criticism from his ex? from every1 he noes? they juz dunno the real story behind the happiness we showed..they thought i'm the one who is so evil..but do they noe why i appear so..they don't..NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL..NOT A SINGLE SOUL..how much i had suffed when i'm with him, how much blamed was being thrusted to mii when he pon sch on his own, all i din say so much.. all i did yesterday nite was, i called him to comment abt this matter, and i told him how i was feelin all these 9months when we were tgt..yet he told mii 'I'M SORRY' yes, for all he had given mii, an apology was wad he told mii..i told him i wan nothing with him anymore, i'm so sick and tired of him..he did so much to break my heart, yet he said i'm the one in fault..all quarrels started with him, he argue lose, den say let mii win, den say i too stubborn, bad tempered, attitude problems..fine..he wan say so nevermind..he pushed my head in public, i din say much, though my fwen commented it was wrong of him to do so..he even threatened mii not to tell my fwens wad he did to me, cos he dun wan any trouble..i respected that..yet wad he told others abt mii? a cheap slut who goes to bed with many diff guys..such wonderful repaid.. i fucking had enough with him..he is a bloody selfish bastard who doesnt care abt anyone else but himself.._l_ this world
