quys jiio mii, ii reject them. dhey tiink ii heartless, budd ii'm nort. iit's juz dat, ii'm scarred for dhe moment. ii feel as bad and as quiilty, for rejectiinq them. ii'm nort ready to qo iinto a brand new BGR. juz qiimme more tiimes pls. somemore now ii juz wanna concentrate on muaii maple dear niia. cos no matter wad he do, he cant really hurt mii dat bad. even he liied to mii or wad, iit's juz qame derhhz. no physiical damaqe done. sorry kenny. ii diin mean to hurt eu. ii feel equally bad for rejectiinq eu so many tiimes. somehow ii feel liike cryiinq, budd dunno why no tears drop. am ii such a feeliinqless qal? am ii such a bad qal? mayb ii am. dat's why qort now derhhz mii. nobody care abt muaii feeliinqs at all. everythiinq they wan, they juz force iit on mii. dad wan sell house, no matter wad we say, he doesnt qiibe a damn. briinq clothes over to qrandma house niia. dhe rest we aiint allow to briinq over. diid he consiider abt muaii work tiime? diid he consiider abt how iinconviiniient iit iish for mii? all he consiidered abt iish hiim, mum or wad niia. NOBODY GIIBE A FUCKIING CARE ABT MII ! ii felt sho unwanted. ii felt sho useless. mayb ii shouldnt be born at all. can ii juz cry for once? wiithout anybody stoppiinq mii. wiithout calliinq mii weak, useless or wadshoeva. a total faiilure iin everythiinq. GODDAMNIT ii faiiled everybody iincludiinq muaiiself. cant even qo out or buy thiinqs dat ii wan wiithout beiinq scolded, criitiiciized by parents. cant even buy presents for fwens, whose bday iish neared. cant even qo out and enjoyed muaiiself on offdays when ii fiinally wan relax. wad use am ii beiinq aliive now? zitch, nil, nada. TOTALLY NO USE ! fuckiinq emo now. damn iit.
quys jiio mii, ii reject them. dhey tiink ii heartless, budd ii'm nort. iit's juz dat, ii'm scarred for dhe moment. ii feel as bad and as quiilty, for rejectiinq them. ii'm nort ready to qo iinto a brand new BGR. juz qiimme more tiimes pls. somemore now ii juz wanna concentrate on muaii maple dear niia. cos no matter wad he do, he cant really hurt mii dat bad. even he liied to mii or wad, iit's juz qame derhhz. no physiical damaqe done. sorry kenny. ii diin mean to hurt eu. ii feel equally bad for rejectiinq eu so many tiimes. somehow ii feel liike cryiinq, budd dunno why no tears drop. am ii such a feeliinqless qal? am ii such a bad qal? mayb ii am. dat's why qort now derhhz mii. nobody care abt muaii feeliinqs at all. everythiinq they wan, they juz force iit on mii. dad wan sell house, no matter wad we say, he doesnt qiibe a damn. briinq clothes over to qrandma house niia. dhe rest we aiint allow to briinq over. diid he consiider abt muaii work tiime? diid he consiider abt how iinconviiniient iit iish for mii? all he consiidered abt iish hiim, mum or wad niia. NOBODY GIIBE A FUCKIING CARE ABT MII ! ii felt sho unwanted. ii felt sho useless. mayb ii shouldnt be born at all. can ii juz cry for once? wiithout anybody stoppiinq mii. wiithout calliinq mii weak, useless or wadshoeva. a total faiilure iin everythiinq. GODDAMNIT ii faiiled everybody iincludiinq muaiiself. cant even qo out or buy thiinqs dat ii wan wiithout beiinq scolded, criitiiciized by parents. cant even buy presents for fwens, whose bday iish neared. cant even qo out and enjoyed muaiiself on offdays when ii fiinally wan relax. wad use am ii beiinq aliive now? zitch, nil, nada. TOTALLY NO USE ! fuckiinq emo now. damn iit.
