reali dunno wat 2 do...my hurt is damn pain..found out dat we've been arguing quite a lot now...do i have the courage to love fully n completely again? i dunno..tok abt guys, he not happy..nvm..i've realised sth dat he had pointed out 2 mii..everytime i say sry, fwens always blame him..i juz hope dat, my fwens can get it rite abt who's in the wrong b4 scoldin him, blamin him...cos everytime the arguement started, it's always my fault de..i always made it started..i reali dunno wat can i do in order not 2 make him angry..tears washin my face dis past two days..if another day like dis carry on, tink i'll b blind soon..mayb if i'm blind, i wun tink so much...better stilll..if i die, no1 will hav trouble from mii again..no1 will care abt wat's become of mii..every1 will b free...no1 will rmb mii de..i hate myself so much..why must i get hurt n yet hurt ppl without knowin it? i'm dense or dumb? i dunno..mayb both..i juz reali hate myself for hurtin ppl..dun reali feel like bloggin le..feel very lethargic from everything..hope everything will juz end..my life end sooner better...i hate myself now...i dunno wat is love..i reali dun..scarred from hurt n pain that the others inflicted on mii...loving again, will it scar mii again? i wun wan b hurt again..i'm a confesed gal now..i nid some guiding...death may b the best guide for mii...
reali dunno wat 2 do...my hurt is damn pain..found out dat we've been arguing quite a lot now...do i have the courage to love fully n completely again? i dunno..tok abt guys, he not happy..nvm..i've realised sth dat he had pointed out 2 mii..everytime i say sry, fwens always blame him..i juz hope dat, my fwens can get it rite abt who's in the wrong b4 scoldin him, blamin him...cos everytime the arguement started, it's always my fault de..i always made it started..i reali dunno wat can i do in order not 2 make him angry..tears washin my face dis past two days..if another day like dis carry on, tink i'll b blind soon..mayb if i'm blind, i wun tink so much...better stilll..if i die, no1 will hav trouble from mii again..no1 will care abt wat's become of mii..every1 will b free...no1 will rmb mii de..i hate myself so much..why must i get hurt n yet hurt ppl without knowin it? i'm dense or dumb? i dunno..mayb both..i juz reali hate myself for hurtin ppl..dun reali feel like bloggin le..feel very lethargic from everything..hope everything will juz end..my life end sooner better...i hate myself now...i dunno wat is love..i reali dun..scarred from hurt n pain that the others inflicted on mii...loving again, will it scar mii again? i wun wan b hurt again..i'm a confesed gal now..i nid some guiding...death may b the best guide for mii...
