finally got time to blog...got 1 day went to hab dinner wib fyon, kai, ms aii aii liyan, jw and meiling at bedok..had a wonderful time..last sat celine bday, guildmates all went..hahax..had a great time..miss them so much..also the week b4 de fri, aii aii, jw and mii went night safari..des should be goin derhz..but cos of his gf..so cannt go..tmd..diu diu diu...sun was a hard time for mii to pass..really am goldfish now..sad sia... really wondered wad happened to me. i used to see him as the centre of my world. now, suddenly, i'm so free, so empty. we broke up. from the time we met n stead, i had fallen head over heel wib him. wadeva he did to mii, i nvr complain so much. juz wad did i do wrong? where did it went wrong? i noe i'm busy wib sch n work last time. but i quitted my previous job to spend more time wib him. now i only worked sat. why cant he juz think for my sake? he is still using student fare. wad am ii usin? adult fare lerhz. it's fcukin expensive lorhz..come and go cost mii $5 in a day..ever since i am wib him, i've become such a crybaby. i really hate the weakness in myself now. the crybaby juz wun go away at all. he complained dat i din spend much time wib him. i did! last time daily after sch, i waited for him to peii him. now this is wad i get in return. a broken heart. i'm fat so wad? if he used the excuse of i'm fat to dump mii, then why in the 1st place he stead wib mii? it's not logical at all. he used to say no matter wad, he wun be like my ex, 2 timed or cheated on mii. but he did all these. HE SHOWED MII THAT GUY CANNT BE TRUSTED. GUYS BROKE PROMISES AS AND WISH THEY LIKE. his new gf, she is slim. his ex gf, she is fat. no worry. i will prove him wrong. i will make him regret for dumpin mii for her. i will make him eat back his word. i wun ever love again. there's no such thing as forever love. if u cant keep to ur promise, dun ever promise that some person. you will juz end up hurting dat some person. he promised mii that we will be tgt 4ever, he wun leave mii. but he left mi for some other gal. nbm, i nid time to recover. i will 4get all. all my troubles n saddness caused by him. thks to ms aii aii, owen, des n shawn for helpin mii through my this period of hard time. thks for listenin to mii whining, crying, complaining, cursing. i will recover n regain my usual hyper-ness derhz.. juz dat i nid quite some time to recover. nvr to fall in love again.
finally got time to blog...got 1 day went to hab dinner wib fyon, kai, ms aii aii liyan, jw and meiling at bedok..had a wonderful time..last sat celine bday, guildmates all went..hahax..had a great time..miss them so much..also the week b4 de fri, aii aii, jw and mii went night safari..des should be goin derhz..but cos of his gf..so cannt go..tmd..diu diu diu...sun was a hard time for mii to pass..really am goldfish now..sad sia... really wondered wad happened to me. i used to see him as the centre of my world. now, suddenly, i'm so free, so empty. we broke up. from the time we met n stead, i had fallen head over heel wib him. wadeva he did to mii, i nvr complain so much. juz wad did i do wrong? where did it went wrong? i noe i'm busy wib sch n work last time. but i quitted my previous job to spend more time wib him. now i only worked sat. why cant he juz think for my sake? he is still using student fare. wad am ii usin? adult fare lerhz. it's fcukin expensive lorhz..come and go cost mii $5 in a day..ever since i am wib him, i've become such a crybaby. i really hate the weakness in myself now. the crybaby juz wun go away at all. he complained dat i din spend much time wib him. i did! last time daily after sch, i waited for him to peii him. now this is wad i get in return. a broken heart. i'm fat so wad? if he used the excuse of i'm fat to dump mii, then why in the 1st place he stead wib mii? it's not logical at all. he used to say no matter wad, he wun be like my ex, 2 timed or cheated on mii. but he did all these. HE SHOWED MII THAT GUY CANNT BE TRUSTED. GUYS BROKE PROMISES AS AND WISH THEY LIKE. his new gf, she is slim. his ex gf, she is fat. no worry. i will prove him wrong. i will make him regret for dumpin mii for her. i will make him eat back his word. i wun ever love again. there's no such thing as forever love. if u cant keep to ur promise, dun ever promise that some person. you will juz end up hurting dat some person. he promised mii that we will be tgt 4ever, he wun leave mii. but he left mi for some other gal. nbm, i nid time to recover. i will 4get all. all my troubles n saddness caused by him. thks to ms aii aii, owen, des n shawn for helpin mii through my this period of hard time. thks for listenin to mii whining, crying, complaining, cursing. i will recover n regain my usual hyper-ness derhz.. juz dat i nid quite some time to recover. nvr to fall in love again.
