whoo~~~sch gt carnival..meaning dat mon, which is 2day, no sch..lalala..so happy..haha..spent my weekend at dear hse..overnite la..sch 4 him 2 eat..hmm..more n more like huang lian po le..bt i wun become one de..lalala..basically juz slack at home, watch tv lor..doin nth at all...haha..bt enjoy spendin tyme with him..lalala...oh ya..we gt our ring le..haha..so nice..whee~~~~ later goin home liao..cos need do project n study test..haiz... how does it feels 2 b push away by ur beloved one when u r aslp? does dat means sth? doe it means dat he doesnt love dat person at all? mayb he say he loves u, bt his subconcious is yearnin for the ex..haix..i dunno..feel reali confused..she tok 2 him again...i now scared..wad if he likes her back, wat if he wans her back, wat he if dun wan mii le, wat if he wan breaks with mii..so many wat if...now more n more wat if is circling in my head..i'm scared..so scared..cos juz we slpt tgt, he pushed mii away..i ask him why, he say dunno..i reali scared dat he wans her back..when it comes to bgr, i'm juz nth bt a scared gal...reali scared...
whoo~~~sch gt carnival..meaning dat mon, which is 2day, no sch..lalala..so happy..haha..spent my weekend at dear hse..overnite la..sch 4 him 2 eat..hmm..more n more like huang lian po le..bt i wun become one de..lalala..basically juz slack at home, watch tv lor..doin nth at all...haha..bt enjoy spendin tyme with him..lalala...oh ya..we gt our ring le..haha..so nice..whee~~~~ later goin home liao..cos need do project n study test..haiz... how does it feels 2 b push away by ur beloved one when u r aslp? does dat means sth? doe it means dat he doesnt love dat person at all? mayb he say he loves u, bt his subconcious is yearnin for the ex..haix..i dunno..feel reali confused..she tok 2 him again...i now scared..wad if he likes her back, wat if he wans her back, wat he if dun wan mii le, wat if he wan breaks with mii..so many wat if...now more n more wat if is circling in my head..i'm scared..so scared..cos juz we slpt tgt, he pushed mii away..i ask him why, he say dunno..i reali scared dat he wans her back..when it comes to bgr, i'm juz nth bt a scared gal...reali scared...
