well..basically i'm slackin at home now..din go work at all..tink they fired mii lerhz barhz..hahax..juz no mood..do everything also moodless..haiz..tried takin few photos of myself..to my utter horror, i look damn ugly now.. my world is now black n white. my colour has left mii. without him, i'm living in a colourless world. i cant smile like i used to. the smile i have now is so fake. i totally lost my radient. look so shag now. juz one ugly gal. am ii gonna be this way forever? i know not. juz that i'm very sad. time heals all wound. heal mii faster pls. no longer can i stand the freedom, the extra time i have. my house is so quiet, so silent. i'm so scared of my house. even when i'm alone, i am so fuckin scared. so fuckin scared of being alone. damn it. i juz wan some colour back in my life, even if it means ........
well..basically i'm slackin at home now..din go work at all..tink they fired mii lerhz barhz..hahax..juz no mood..do everything also moodless..haiz..tried takin few photos of myself..to my utter horror, i look damn ugly now.. my world is now black n white. my colour has left mii. without him, i'm living in a colourless world. i cant smile like i used to. the smile i have now is so fake. i totally lost my radient. look so shag now. juz one ugly gal. am ii gonna be this way forever? i know not. juz that i'm very sad. time heals all wound. heal mii faster pls. no longer can i stand the freedom, the extra time i have. my house is so quiet, so silent. i'm so scared of my house. even when i'm alone, i am so fuckin scared. so fuckin scared of being alone. damn it. i juz wan some colour back in my life, even if it means ........
